Cupcakes

Chapter 5

Next Monday

The rest of that day we just laid there and watched movies until I had to go to the taping. The rest of the week she rode to the next city where Raw was to be held with me and practically stayed by my side the whole time. To some degree I wanted her to leave me alone but I enjoy seeing her smiling face. Besides its always better to be with someone else than to be alone, I don't mind having her here with me. After the Raw tapping we went and got dinner from a local 24-hour diner. Then from there we went back to the hotel where I had to make up some weird excuse as to why I can't sleep over in her room. Reluctantly she let me go so I headed back down to my room by myself. I know why would I want to get away from her since I love her so much? Well it's just not the same for me anymore every time I look at her I want to tell her exactly what I think and how I feel, but at the same time I'm scared. I admit it I'm scared that if she knows my true feelings for her and she doesn't feel the same that our friendship will never go back to the way it now. Like she'll probably treat me differently than she does now and I don't want it to change. But at the same time I hate being her friend I want to be her everything. She has space in her heart for a real one all she has to do is get rid of that bum of a boyfriend she has.

I dunno really I at least deserve to have the nights to myself if I spent the whole day with her. At the end of the day technically she isn't mine and I don't want anything to happen that could cause emotional distress to her or me. I could care less if she breaks his heart... Doubt he even has one anyway. Once I got to my room I opened the door and walked in to find a note on the bed from Layla.

Aj,

Rich flew out to come see me so I'm going to stay with him for a bit. Be good and try not to trash the room. Talk to you Monday.

Layla.

Hmmm well that's cool I guess. I think it's so cute that Lay found herself someone. I'm just happy she's happy because she deserves it the most. I still for the life of can't figure out how it is she doesn't age. She looks exactly the same as she did back in '06 only difference is she got rid of her curls. I swear she found the fountain of youth and bathes in it daily. But that's a different day right now I just want to go to bed. So first it's time for a shower it helps me relax and clears my mind. I can even take a long one since I got the room all to myself. After my shower I put on my pajamas and laid down. I settled on watching the TLC network because they are having a marathon of My strange addiction. I don't know why but this show is extremely addicting, I mean like nobody wants to see some guy make love to his car. Or see a lady snort copious amounts of baby powder everyday, but yet I find it all interesting especially a guy who is in love with inflatable pool toys. TV is weird but I enjoy it on nights like these where it's just me. There is absolutely nothing wrong with having me time every now and then. It's time where you can just focus on you and nobody is around to bother you.

*knock knock knock*

Who the hell is at the door? No it doesn't matter because I'm not here. This is Aj time I don't have time for-

*BANG BANG BANG*

Well damn who the fuck is banging on the fucking door!? With that I trudged to the door and opened it. I swear this place better be on fire or some shit like that it's one in the morning right now.

"What?" I growled opening the door.

"Ugh I need to stay the night here Emma and Dean were starting to get frisky and I don't want to see any of that." Mumbled Paige as she pushed past me and walked into my room. Seriously?! No why, we've been hanging out all week long and the one time I get to myself she shows up unannounced. The one time I don't feel like dealing with Paige she decides to show up. Any other time I'd bask in her presence but now isn't exactly one of those nights. I'm all Paiged out I need time away from her for a bit. "Sorry if I woke you I would have called prior but my phone died." She spoke plugging her phone into the wall. I just let out a deep breath and stared at her. Have you ever been so frustrated that you just don't have anything to say? Because that's how I feel right now, part of me wants her to go the other half says to let her stay. At this time of the night I don't want her wandering the halls of a hotel full of strangers so I don't really have an option here. So I closed the door and walked back over to my bed and got in. I have no words to say so I won't say much right now. Quite frankly I'm actually a tad bit annoyed.