Cupcakes

Chapter 12

"Well I'm going to put it to the test right now. I'm going to make love to you and come morning if you feel the same we can do it again. If not you're free to go." I started getting straight to the point. I know it's bold but that's how confident I am about her feelings for me. I know she loves me she just needs something to confirm it. So if I show her how much I love her she'll realize that I'm who she needs not that other scrub. "I just need you to trust me okay? And if at any moment you feel uncomfortable or want me to stop just say stop and I'll stop."

"Okay I trust you." She spoke in a very sheepish manner. I took that as an okay to kiss her so I did. She's really tense right now so the first thing I need to do is get her to loosen up a bit. So I pulled away and began lacing kisses down the right side of her neck making sure to bite down every now and then but not too hard because I don't want to hurt her. I then got to her collarbone and it got her to shiver slightly and let out a slight moan. That must be her sweet spot so I lingered there for a bit and made sure to leave my mark on it. When I was satisfied with that side I kissed myself a trail across her chest and to the left side and repeated the same process. Only this time I nibbled right in the middle of her neck and she let out a loud moan and she gripped my arms. I found her weakness and it's only right that I attack it, so I latched onto it with my teeth and bit down. When I did that she arched off the bed and let out a deep moan. I'm not one for owning people like property but that part of her neck is mine and I'm going to make sure people know I claimed it. For now I'm going to move on because I have all night to display my love for Paige.

I then began to kiss my way up her neck, along her chin, and right to her lips. I put all my feelings in that kiss I want her to be able to decipher between a regular kiss and a true love kiss. Yes there is a difference and I'm determined to get her to see it too. I was enjoying myself until she pulled away and gently pushed me away from her.

"Aj I'm scared. I've never been with another woman and I just don't want to mess this up." She whined pouting "I don't know if I can live up to your expectations when I don't have any experience." Hearing her say that made me smile on the inside for a few reasons, first being I'm the only woman she's ever been with so to some degree I'm her first. Next she must really trust me if she admitted that to me. And the fact that she admitted that let me know she wants me but she's scared.

"Hey it's okay Pai you're doing just fine. Remember I told you I'll teach you how to love you don't need to know how right now. We have nothing but time so don't you worry about me okay. Just sit back and let me enjoy you, you'll see how easy it is when I'm done. I only need you to trust me, do you trust me?" I cooed looking her in the eyes.

"You're the only one I trust these days." She murmured.

"Good because I love you so much and I need you to see I'm not lying to you. When we're done here and if you don't feel the same I'll be okay knowing you let me try. You don't know how long I've been waiting for this moment but I am determined to give you the best pleasure you've ever felt in your life. So relax and let me have you... We can stop if you want to." I spoke softly. The look in her eyes was all I needed to know she didn't want me to stop and it was okay to keep going so I pressed my lips to hers again this time she returned more emotion. Eventually she parted her lips allowing my tongue to dance with hers in a familiar waltz. Damn just thinking about what I'm going to do to her has me so turned on it isn't funny. Eventually I pulled away and I slowly began to get off her and climb off the bed taking her with me. "Turn around for me babe." I spoke in a raspy voice. She didn't say anything but just turned around so her back was facing me. I then ran my fingers along her exposed shoulders and planting small butterfly kisses as I went. I know I was doing good because she slightly got goosebumps. Once I tired of that I slowly unzipped her dress and backed away from her. "Paige?" I spoke softly.