suicide landslide

chapter 5

walking to the park I fell not alone for once with a joyful smile we skipped all the way there with the occasional annoying questions from Rosie

Once there Rosie complains about the sun being in her face and how her white complexion can't handle it...

Me and Luca just sit down next to a tree and began to talk after about 20 minutes Rosie interrupts

"Sooooo.. Does dad know youre dating his favorite? "

This shocked that both of us as Luca looks at a sister a mixture of what the fuck and what the fuck

"You know.. You two.. Dating?-"

"Jesus Christ fucking hell!! No!! We aren't dating! "  Luca yelled out half way only to lower his voice halfway through that's the first I've heard him cuss...

"Gosh I was just asking.. Prick. " Rosie mumbled.. Man they really aren't how I remember..

Just then I got a text grabbing my phone to help me out this awkward moment

                            Ass face☠️
Bro wanna get fucked up tonight???
                                                   Hell ye!

I look up at the siblings with a smile

"Wanna go to a party? "

Rosie looked at me with joy in her eyes

"Will there be meth? " Rosie mumbled smiling I was shocked for a second but shrugged as I didn't really know before looking at Luca

"Uhm.. I.. Guess sure? Only if you stay with me" his smile was pure gold like his heart I knew this all the anime fuckers are probably thinking 'omg cinnamon roll!' Or something..

I nod as Rosie rolls her eyes I text Kyle back smiling.. Tonight will be fun..
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Me, Luca and Rosie split up to get dressed I walked into my house it was quiet and I didn't see my moms car.. Weird normally she's home..

With a Huff and trick of the mind I push myself up the stairs and in my room it was dark at first but my finger moved across the wall flicking the lights on lighting up the room it was clean still

No plates or clothes on the floor smells good to..

I pulled my shirt up over my head opening my closet doors I see a few shirt hung up but most on the floor haven't fixed that yet..

I grabbed a clean gray shirt pulling it on and black pants
Slipping back into my shoes from before I Huff fixing my hair slightly walking back down the stairs I looked at my phone trying to see if anyone texted me I saw my mom she texted saying she's late

I replied saying I'm hanging out with Kyle
Walking out the door I locked it behind me walking down the street
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I hugged Luca and nodded at Rosie as they walked up Rosie was in a.. Very showing outfit making me wish I had a cost to at least give her... Ill just keep an eye out for her..

As for Luca he was in shorts that where big and hung just above the knees with a green hoodie I gave him when we where kids.. Not shocked it fits him he's small.. And not just in height..

we walked in the smell of alcohol hits my nose as loud music hits my ears making me Huff walking in

People Making out and other yelling shots
I walked straight to the alcohol as Luca follows and Rosie looking around

"I need me some of this! " I laughed grabbing the red cup filling it up

".. Uh.. Whats that? " Luca asked confused as I glance at him

"Youve.. Never had alcohol? "

Luca shakes his head no as I looked up to Rosie who was far gone no where in sight

"..... Take a drink.... " I pushed the cup forward I know this isn't.. Responsible but.. I wanna see this.

".. Uhm... Uh... Er... Well ok.. I guess.. "

Luca takes the cup he huffs a breath I could tell he was nervous

"Luca you don't have to-"

He tossed his head back drinking down the Liquid after two gulps he pulled his lips away

"Ew!! Ugh!! Uhhh... God!!.. Why does it burn!! "

I laughed as he burped like he was about to puke turning and grabbing a soda I popped it open holding it out for Luca

Quick enough he takes it drinking half the can before looking at me

" . . Thats gross.. "

"Yeah it burns at first but you get use to it! " I smiled as I grabbed another cup Luca still holding the halfway filled one

".. Ok.. So keep drinking? "

I nod
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Before I knew it Luca was drunk and bad he was dancing with random girls and men twerking left and right he downed more alcohol now then I have in 2 years!!

I sighed looking for Rosie she was no where to be seen I groaned looking for Luca again he was nowhere as well

"Hey hav-" I yelled out over the music just for the guy to yell 'fuck you prick' in my face I sighed rolling my eyes I needed air.. I'm sure they will be fine..

I started my way towards to the door pushing it open I glanced around outside I could smell cigarette smoke and weed but I pay more attention

Pulling out a box of cigarettes I have in my pocket I pulled one out lighting it as in lays in my mouth

Pushing the smoke out I glanced around again.. Hey.. Is that.. "Luca? "

The small white hair boy waved at me in a drunken state as I sighed with relief.. I started to make my way to him

"Luca why are you out here? " I mumbled once by him sitting down I took another hit from the cigarette

"I need.. Air.. " he mumbles back seeing he seems sick I quickly put out my cigarette

The night was pretty a half full moon about with all of the same stars glowing above being the main light

Luca lays his head on my shoulder I just watch the smaller boy.. Maybe I shouldn't have let him drink this was probably his first time..

".. Sam.. Sa-uhgn.. Sammy.. " I heard Luca mumbled out

"Hm? "

"I think I'm pan.. I know I am.. "

I smiled at this good for him..

"Good for you dummy.. " I slowly began to close my eyes only for Luca to move under me.. And we where having a moment. Damnit Luca.

I looked down at the big next to me confused clearly as he looked up to me his blue eyes hitting me like a punch to the gut the moon was in them almost like it was trying to make fun of me for not making a move..

Luca grabbed my face his surprisingly soft hands on my cheeks

"Luca wh-" I tried only to be shush by his lips on mine crashing into make one my eyes widen as I when to pull away but stopped.. The alcohol hits me almost making me sober again

Luca pushing his hand in my hair pulling slightly making me move down towards him

"I wanna do bad things with you.. Sam.. "

My eyes widened more he was innocent WHAT THE FUCK? Alcohol can't do this right?!

I pull away from Luca as his drunk body moved closer

"I like you Sammy.. " he blurted out as I laughed 

"No you don't you're drun-" I pulled my hand back

This was weird.. I thought I would like this but him being drunk.. It's not what thought I huffed

"You're so drunk" I mumbled as his hand moved onto my chest I grabbed  his hand trying to pull him away I sighed "but.. I like you to.. "