Twins Theory (Jeongcheol)

Jeonghan

Warning:  Slight Abuse
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If Jeonghan will be honest and will review his whole life, he will say that his life starts at 12.

Everything he knew about his life before the age of 12 seems like a long long memory he didn't want to remember.

"Is this all?! Is this all you can get!" a hard kick and a punch landed on Jeonghan's little and frail body. He immediately stumbles down in the hard floor, making additional injury on his knees and elbows.

"It hurts. I'm sorry .... I'm sorry I promise I will bring more tomorrow" Jeonghan kneels, despite the pain in his knees he still pleaded.

The man grabs Jeonghan by the hair and threw him against the wall.

"You bastard! Did you know how much your medicines worth? If not because of me your a dead child by now! You worthless child" and with last one kick in Jeonghan's abdomen the man leaves the house together with his hard earned money for that day.

      
         
         
          
          

"Jeonghan"

"Jeonghan!"

"Jeonghan dear, snap out of it"  Jeonghan senses brought back to reality.

"Are you okay?" his mom ask him with concern.

They are in the middle of dinner and Jeonghan's mind is floating somewhere.

"I'm okay. I just remembered something unimportant" he smiled.

He heard his mom sigh.

It's been three weeks since the school started and that's how long since he had dinner with his mother.

His mom also started to work in the hospital 24hrs mostly and Jeonghan stayed in the school dorms.

"By the way, how's school? Did you already see Jisoo?" Jeonghan froze.

Did he met him? Yeah sure he does.

"Yeah and I think he's doing well" he simply answered.

"Jeonghan, it's only the two of you now. I hope you can break whatever tension you had with your brother"

Jeonghan breathed hitches and he started to feel things.

"I... know mom. It's only the two of us left" a tear scaped from his eyes. "And I'm really trying to accept that for years now"

"That's not what I meant-"

"I'm sorry but I still can't forget it. We both know why is he with father and why I am here. Even grandfather gets that so why can't you!" Jeonghan snapped.

"Jeonghan!"

"It's never easy mom. It's never"

And with one last look to his mother, Jeonghan stands up, leaving his mother to the dining table.

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Jeonghan goes back to the school dorms later at that night. He just can't sleep in that big house after arguing with his mother.

It is not new to Jeonghan. Whenever Jisoo's name brought up to the conversation it's always ended up with an argument or a fight. He knows his mother just want to mend their relationship as "brothers" but things are just hard to fix especially when it's broken to the core.

That man knows that. Jeonghan knows that too well.

He also knows that he is trying to fix things between them and Jeonghan will appreciate it if he just stops.

Some things are just not fixable, mendable when it's shattered and the pieces are missing.

And that is Jeonghan's problem, that important part of his life were now and forever be missing.

    
    
"Oh hyung! I thought you were gonna go home?" the door opens and his roommate Soonyoung comes with pizza and some coke. "Did you have dinner? Pizza and coke?"

Jeonghan smiles at the younger "Sure"

Actually, Jeonghan meets Soonyoung way back in Busan. They met in a small party organized by Yoon Hospital in Busan.

Soonyoung's family is one of the biggest manufacturer and distributer of medical equipments in the country so it is natural for them to be invited.

So, naturally specially they are almost the same age with Jeonghan being the older for only 1 year and with having the same boredom at that time they became friends instantly.

"Having problems counting money, hyung?"

"Yeah didn't realize until now that having too much money can kill" Jeonghan rumors the younger

"Ahhh hyung~"

"You started it first" Jeonghan laughs when the younger whines at him. He just too soft specially when he looks like a kid when he whines.

"Seriously hyung, what happened?"

"Let's say that the dinner didn't end well. Mom is asking about....about-"

"Jisoo-hyung?" Jeonghan just nods.

Soonyoung also knows about Jeonghan's family. Especially being legally related to Hong Jisoo which is by chance Soonyoung's friend.

"It always amazed me everytime I remembered that you and Jisoo is in the same circle"

"But we are also friends hyung. Actually I heard something from Seungcheol-hyung, Seokmin and Jisoo-hyung are together again. I guess  he already forgives Seok"

"That's a relief then. I don't want to be the one who will they blame for whatever happening to them"

"Hyung~ can you not forgive Jisoo-hyung? You both are my friends so I kinda stock in between you know"

Jeonghan sigh. How can he forgive him? When the man in question is the reason why he is in this situation?
 
  
He slapped Joshua. Tears falling down on Jeonghan's face as he look at person in front of him.

"How can you.... did... that?" Joshua just looked at him with dead eyes.

"I just did it hyung. It's done so accept it and be done with it"

"Don't call me that! You!" this time Jeonghan punched Joshua hard in the face causing him to fall in the ground facing the tomb of their elder brother.

"Hyung nothing will change. It's already done. He is already dead! Accept it!" Joshua sobs, he is also hurting but he knows he need to be strong.

"No! Joshua remember this. You killed him. You killed our brother. You killed my twin brother!"

"But I am also your brother hyung!"

"No! You are not! You will never be my brother and you will never be my twin!" Jeonghan shouts. His emotions is getting the worst in him. "Remember it Joshua. You will always be my substitution. A filler in my place so know your place. You are not my brother"

And if words can kill, Joshua is already dead by now.

"And you will never be Jisoo"