the bradfords

chapter 15 (talking)

in the morning lucy is woken up by bellamy moving around she opens up her eyes and sees its only her, everline and bellamy in there. she runs her fingers through his hair hoping it will get him to fall asleep again but it does and he wakes up
L-good morning
B-morning
E-shhh
B-shut up
E-what time is it
L-11, holy shit
B-well damn
lucy sits up and get out of bed looking at her twins and nudging her head for them both to get out to and they groan and roll out of there parents bed. they head downstairs and see tim, autum and rico cuddled up on the couch
T-look who's awake
he says nudging his little babies
R-HI MOM HI BUBBA HI SISSY
B-hi rico come here
rico jumps out of tim's embrace and runs over and jumps right into bellamy's arms
R-can you watch movie with us
B-not this moment i'm gonna have breakfast
R-after
B-yes i can watch it with you after
L-how long have you guys been awake
T-these two woke me up around 9
L-why didn't you wake me up
T-cause you were asleep with bellamy  on you
B-sorry
L-why are you saying sorry
B-cause you could've -
lucy walks over to bellamy who was in the kitchen with rico now sitting on the counter
L-you were asleep and you needed it don't say sorry ok
B-mhm
L-bellamy.
B-yes i hear you
L-good
she pulls him in for a hug and kisses his forehead before going and sitting next to everline who was on the couch
L-what do you want for breakfast
E-nothing i'm not hungry
L-everline
E-i just woke up i'll eat something later
L-you definitely will eat something later
everline rolls her eyes and bellamy eats his breakfast witch was cheesy eggs on toast witch rico taking a bite every now and then. once he was don't he goes and sits next to tim with rico on his lap cuddled up into him
R-you watch show with us now
B-yes i am
they put on adam sandler movies practically all day
T-what do we want for dinner
L-your lasagna
T-okay
he gets up and makes the lasagna and pops it in the oven after an hour and an hour later it is and tim serves it up
T-dinner!
everyone gets up and sits down at the table and halfway through everline has only had a bite or two not wanting more
T-what's wrong do you not like it
E-no it's good i'm just not hungry
T-we'll talk later along with you
he says pointing at bellamy
they both roll there eyes witch makes lucy laugh and they finish dinner and lucy gives rico a bath as he was lasagna sauce all over him and autum gets in the shower once there done lucy puts them to bed and heads downstairs to see tim on the couch with everline and bellamy on the other side of him she sits next to tim and texts him even though they were next to eachother
L-why don't we send bellamy upstairs and talk with everline and then once we're done he comes down and we talk with him
T-that sounds fine but we need to plan on what we're gonna talk about it with them
L-well with her we need to know why and reassure her on whatever it is and with him i don't know but i don't want him sleeping alone or being alone for now but they both need therapy asap
T-i agree ready
L-no
he grabs her hand
T-bell can you go upstairs for afew i'll text you when to come back down
B-yeah
he gets up and goes to his room seeing the notebook still on his bed he grabs it and throws it across the room and sits on his bed and curls into a ball and cries. with tim lucy and everline
E-do we like need to talk about it
L+T-yes
E-but whyy
L-cause it's unhealthy what your doing
E-but i'm literally fine
L-yeah no your not
E-yes i am!?
L-starving yourself isn't healthy
E-i'm doing perfectly fine
T-everline.
E-what it's not even a bad thing
T-yeah it is it's pretty bad
E-no it's not
T-when's the last time you had a meal you didn't throw up
everlines eyes widen in horror at the question from her father
T-my point this it's unhealthy you need to eat everline
E-and i do!
T-multiple actual meals a day
E-no i don't need to
L-yes you do
E-why!?
L-because there's no reason why you need to and because it's extremely unhealthy
E-there is a reason
L-then what is it
she goes quite and picks her knees up to her chest and picks at her nails
T-everline we are not mad at all we just need to know why cause it's unhealthy baby
E-idk
T-your a horrible lier
E-can we be done
L-no we've put it off for long enough
E-i'm done with this
she starts to get up
T-sit you ass down
she obliges and tim moves over next to her
T-baby what's the reason
E-no it's stupid
T-it's not stupid if it's making you harm yourself
E-i'm not cutting myself
T-well that's good but i meant you eating
E-that's not harming myself
T-baby yes it is
E-not really
T-what's the reason
E-owen
T-didn't you break up with him a month ago
E-yes but he would always comment on my body saying i need to lose weight
she said barley above a wisper and tim plugs her into him and rubs his fingers through her hair
T-baby no you don't
E-yes i do
T-does jackson comment on your body
E-no
T-what does he tell you
E-to eat something
T-he tells you that because it's unhealthy not eating
E-no
T-everline i don't want you to end up in the hospital because of it
E-i wouldn't end up in the hospital
T-you very well can
E-then i'll go an eat something are ya happy
T-you gonna go and throw it up
E-no
T-go eat something
she rolls her eyes and gets up and warms up her lasagna that tim put in the fridge and then slowly but surely eats it but once she's done she gets up and runs to the bathroom because she was throwing up and lucy follows her and rubs her back
L-we might need to go to the dr about this
E-i'm not doing that
L-i said might but if you can't keep that down something more might be going on
E-i'm going upstairs
L-go sit on the couch
she goes and walks into the living room but goes up the stairs
L-i said sit on the couch!
E-i don't care goodnight
she goes upstairs and shuts her door loudly but not slamming it
L-well that was something
T-i mean she ate
L-and then threw it up
T-but she didn't force herself she just did
L-she really needs to go to the dr about that
T-we will take her if she doesn't get better
L-she has PT tmr early in the morning she's not gonna be happy
T-well she only has like 2 more after that right
L-yes but she hates it every time
T-yeah, i'm texting her goodnight
in there texts
T-goodnight me and mom love you lots baby
she opens it and leaves him on read and he sees because she opeded it immediately. and then he texts bellamy
T-can you come downstairs now
B-can you guys come up here please i'm comfy in bed
T-yeah where coming
in person
T-he's comfy and doesn't want to get up so we're going up there
lucy laughs
L-okay
T-how are we gonna approach this though luce
L-i don't know
T-we don't know for sure if he was going to last night though
lucy gives him a look
T-ok we're pretty sure but we need to find out why
L-yeah let's go
they go upstairs and just walk right into bellamy's room and see him on his phone in the middle of the bed and they sit on both sides of him and he immediately lays his head on lucy's chest and she wraps an arm around him
B-do we need to talk about it
T+L-yes
T-bellamy i need you to be 100% honest with me right now
B-okay
T-where you going to kill yourself last night
B-..i don't know
T-it's a yes or no awnser
(btw tim's not mad talking with him or everline i know reading it might sound like he's upset but i PROMISE he's not)
B-i mean i don't know i wasn't planning on doing it, it was just i don't know
T-so what were you writing in your notebook
B-fine i was planning on killing myself is that what you want to hear!?
tim and lucy both look at him saddened and tim moved over so he's now also holding bellamy and he just breaks down and tim rubs his fingers through his hair and lucy whispers how much she loves him in his ear while she's also crying along with tears coming out of tim's eyes.
L-why didn't you come to us
B-how do you expect me to come to you about that
L-you can come to us about anything
B-i know that
L-why were you gonna do it
bellamy stays silent for at least a minute
T-baby we need to know why
B-it was just the stress of litterly everything and i know shouldn't want to do that for just stress but it's never gone away after at least 2 years and more things but i don't know how to explain it cause i don't even know what it is
L-oh baby
she pulls him closer and kisses his head
L-you and everline are both going to therapy asap, do you want online or in person
B-online
L-okay let's go to bed
B-i'm in bed
L-your sleeping with us for awhile
B-really
L-yes
B-whyy
T-cause if i hadn't walked in here last night i would've been explaing to your siblings that your dead
bellamy bites the inside of his bottom lip knowing its true. they get up and go into tim and lucy's room and lay down like how they were in bellamy's room and then everline walks in
E-can i sleep in here
T-yeah come here
she climbs in with her own blanket and pillow and cuddles up with tim as bellamy was cuddled up with lucy. they were all still asleep but bellamy turned so his face was now facing everlines cause he was hot and tim and lucy are asleep
E-why are you in here
B-i was going to kill myself
E-bellamy wtf
B-what
E-you can't go and kill yourself on me i need you asshat
B-well be glad i didn't and dad walked in
E-i am extremely happy about that
B-love you
E-love you to
T-shh sleep
they close there eyes and fall asleep
1999 words!