Tangled (A Stray Kids x Reader Dirty Fanfic)

Part 47 - Starting Over

A good night's sleep and a good fuck worked wonders, though you weren't completely okay, of course. You let Binnie go get ready, then showered and dressed yourself with a small, tight knot in your stomach. Today's show would be the second to last of this tour. Of course they had a couple of days off before they left, but it was all moving so fast.

You still hadn't talked to Han, and that made you worried and sad too. You decided to take the bull by the horns, noting that there were still hours to go before bus call, when everyone would head to the arena. What do I have to lose? You went to his room, knocking quietly but resolutely.

Han answered the door practically on your first knock. He immediately pulled you into his embrace, taking a deep shaky breath, holding you tight against him.

"Hi... I'm sorry. I'm such a basket case..." His voice in your ear makes your heart sing.

You grab the back of his head and shut him up with your mouth, kissing him deeply, passionately. He pulls you into the room, tearing off the clothes you had just put on, dragging you by the hand to the bed, stripping his robe off and then taking you in his arms again. More delicious kisses. His body hot against yours. It takes every bit of your willpower to pull away from him.

"Slow down, Han. Let's - " You begin talking over each other, frantic to get words out.

"I'm sorry, I know. I just - you just - "

"Shhh. I love you, and -

"I love you too, too much in fact, but all I want is - "

"To be with you," you say together.

Han looks overwhelmed with happiness and relief. "I don't even want to have sex. I just want to be naked with you against me. I want as much of me to touch you as can possibly-"

"Don't lie," you laugh, putting a finger on his impossibly hard dick and pushing it down, giggling again when it sprung back up with a bounce.

"Okay, I DO want you, but..."

He takes your face in his hands, looking deep into your eyes. "I'm really sorry. I don't know what came over me, but I never ever wanted to hurt you. I just... I lost it. I don't want to - can't think about being without you. It makes me crazy. Obviously."

"Then let's not think about it." You kiss his lips, and with your hands in his hair tilt his head back, kissing down his graceful neck. He moans and runs his hands down your back to your ass, squeezing it, his dick pushing against your stomach urgently as he pulls you harder against him. You return to his mouth, breathing him in, his sweet, slick tongue entwined with yours, loving the feeling of his soft full lips.

He places you gently down on the bed and leans over you, wanting more kisses. He practically devours your mouth, nipping at your lips softly, his hands roaming your body. He feels you shiver beneath him as he finds the sensitive places on your soft skin and presses his fingers along them, stroking your sides, your hips, and back up to find your nipples. You broke the kiss with a small whimper of surprise as he grabs your hips and slides you down until your ass is right on the edge of the bed. He gave you a look that plainly showed how much he wanted you, fire in his eyes. Your thoughts are simple - I love him. I want him. I need him.

He slid down between your legs, bent his head down and kissed the top of each of your thighs, sliding his hands to your knees, gently easing them apart. You lean back on the bed, sighing as you feel his hot breath sneak up your inner thighs, shivering a little as he pressed his lips to them, biting gently and kissing a trail up each one in turn. You purr as he nuzzles your skin, and suck your breath in sharply when he blows a gentle stream of cool air directly over your wetness. He looks up at you as he kisses just above your clit, his eyes sparkling as you buck your hips up in a vain attempt to move him where you most want him.