I kept staring.At Gianna with Rhory ever since she arrived
Well I guess that's on me.
My two best friends have been throwing daggers at me the whole time they saw Gianna walk out of the house besides me when they came to pick me up .
Well,I guess I should have warned them or simply have just told Gianna no. It is not that hard telling her no,but then again she came here all because of Rhory and I can't say no because they have basically known themselves way before I even came alone. And I guess she wanted to hang out with him.
So why do I hate seeing them so close together?
My gaze has been on Gianna's hand on Rhory's arm ,I so badly want to be beside him. I want to hold his biceps and know if it is as strong as it looks,and trace those nice veiny hands of his.
And did I mention that he hasn't even spared me a single glance since we came here. I know this because I keep looking at him often.
Too often.
Gianna is wearing a jean mini skirt that showcases fine thighs with a black turtleneck top. Her blond wavy hair rests so well at her back. I look down at my white floral dress , sitting down it rests just a little bit above my white sneakers,not like it wouldn't make a difference if I was standing up,with my curly brown hair tied into a low ponytail.
My hand subconsciously reaches to touch my mom's pendant that I've been wearing ever since I could remember. I twist the pendant if only I was nervous.
But then I stop halfway and wonder why I'm nervous.I have no reason to be , because Rhory is definitely not looking at me,but I do feel bad about bringing Gianna here. Simona and Cara both seem to be angry by allowing her to tag along.
And they haven't spoken to me,or maybe I'm just overthinking it, because Simona seems occupied with Tiago. They have been bolling since we got here and seem to be getting ready for another round.
And cara seems to be having a friendly chat with calix who is showing something to her on his phone and they both laugh on cue.
I don't spare Rhory and Gianna another glance because I don't see the need. If it is only going to allow me to behave like a jealous ex and feel like a loner.
Which is my current state now.
Loner.
I think maybe I messed up this outing for us.
I rest both my hands on my laps, I fiddle them anxiously . I really need to stop feeling this way. And I need to say sorry to both Simona and cara.
They don't like her,and Gianna likewise.
I don't like Gianna either,but she wanted to come. She can never invite me to her tag
along with her and her friends because I don't seem ‘fit’ enough,and believe me I would decline asap.
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Echoes of Oblivion
Teen FictionAria Adams, Eighteen year old teenager have always had insecurities about her body and have been treated as an outcast by her step mom and step sister. Feeling alone even when she's with family. Aria Adams has no problem blending in the dark,but th...