A PROFESSOR- STUDENT SUSPENSE MYSTERY THRILLER DARK ROMANCE NOVEL.🖤
"Pleaseeeeee....." I beg him, I'm so so close , His thrusts making me lose my mind
"Please what? I need words " I gush more under his deep husky voice
" I need ahhh ----, I need to...
" This was all a part of your plan isn't it?" I choke on my tears looking at Riddhimaan, his face unfazed by anything.
His silence branding the interior of my stomach with a hot molten iron rod , urging me to throw up every thing.
But is it possible to throw away the memories
The touch
The smell
The love
The feelings
Which I shared with him.
" I was such a fool, my god, I kept on believing you " I sit on the floor with a thud, everything looking so blur, so hazy.
It's raining cats and dogs outside, but what an irony that the violent patter of the rain against the glass is tragically less than the devastating rhythm of my own heartache.
" I loved a man like you? " I wrap my arms around myself, rocking my body as if trying to contain the shattered pieces of my splintered burning soul that is threatening to spill out onto the cold, hard floor.
" You just wanted to have a little fun with me, isn't it? " I can't breath while speaking the words, my hands shaking , each of my emotional wounds gaping apart stinging with pain, too much pain.
So much agony that my chest feels to burst apart.
And I think even if it bursts out, there will be the splashing of love and emotions only and only for him
" You used me and now you are planning to discard me ! " I hiccup Reality and dreams blurring somewhere distant along the horizon.
" This time there has been no misunderstanding" I whisper looking at the dark sky.
" I've heard everything with my own ears, I've seen everything with my own eyes " I sob out into my own palms
My heart is bleeding , maybe I can't see the blood, but the pain is too much, so much that is numbing my entire body.
I somehow stand up with wobbly legs, I don't know how to stand , how to feel , how to breathe when my entire universe has been brutally demolished in a day.
I take his hand and place it over my chest, just over my beating heart.
" It is hurting, it hurts here a lot"
Hoping he would react, he would pull me into his arms like always lull me to sleep like always, soak all my pain into himself like always.
I press it harder so that he can feel my painful thunderous heartbeats,
the man who goes insane seeing a drop of tear in my tears, who merges heaven and hell just sensing my glassy sheens , just stares at me unbothered as if nothing affects him.
" You made all my fears come true, you made all my insecurities real" I scream hitting on his chest with my fists, it feels like someone is sprinkling salt over my exposed sores.
" So are you done having your share of pleasure? Or do you need more?"
I stare straight into his eyes which looks so dead today. The way he is looking at me feels like someone is scrapping off the layers of my heart and pouring hot burning acid over it exposing the visceral nerves.
" Just remember one thing after I am gone, Prof Riddhimaan Dev Oberoi, no girl in this entire world will ever love you the way Naisha does "
The throbbing pain is blinding me, paralyzing me, robbing my minimum capacity for any coherent thought or rational action.
This wounds would never heal, this scar would never fill not as long as I live not until I'm breathing.
Live?
Breathe?
I don't know if I'll ever be able to live after this or not.
Because a life where Riddhimaan doesn't exist is better than death.
I somehow gather the scattered remnants of my bleeding heart and stand in front of him.
Slowly I take off my clothes , stripping myself off of every garment.
" Use me once for the last time, take whatever you need I won't stop "
Baring my naked body in front of him, I just wait for his reaction, I ache for his response.
He instantly grabs my neck hovering over me , his hot breath fanning over my face.
" Fine as per your wish, for the last time" He growls and tosses me on the bed.
And it ended.
My dream of having a beautiful future with him shattered.
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Hey loves,
● Yes , The book has a very happy ending
● The preface may bring tears of pain in your eyes but this same chapter will bring tears of happiness, I promise
● Comment down your assumptions,
1. Why does Naisha see that dark nightmares?
2. What happened between Naisha and Riddhimaan here ?
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Next chapter will be out soon, I'm working on it , I'm actually very sick, I've got some severe eye allergies due to the radiations in my lab, but I'll try to update asap.
