It's now later in the day: 8pm.
Jarvis: miss Barton, miss Romanoff. Stark has requested you both go down to the meeting room immediately
Nadia: okay thanks Jarvis
-we both walk into the meeting room-
Nat: okay why have you gotten me out of bed what's wrong is there a mission
-she sits down and I sit beside her-
Tony: we need to ask Nadia some questions about hydra
-he slides a folder along the table-
Nadia: what's this Tony
-I don't want to open it-
Steve: just open it hurry up
Nadia: you know your really starting to piss me off
-I open the folder and freeze to the sight of pictures of me in hydra-
Nadia: where did you get these Tony
Tony: I uh Bruce did some research and some hacking into hydra to get information on you and he got all that
-he looks down and back up at me-
Clint: Nadia honey what happened in hydra
-his voice is soft-
Nadia: n..nothing
-my voice cracks as I am on the verge of crying-
Clint: it's not nothing honey what happened...in that room?
-he looks at me sadly-
Nat: it's okay. Nadia we won't judge not at all
-she places her hand on my thigh-
Nadia: okay umm while I was being controlled by there stupid ass codes they would let people uh do things to me and I couldn't do anything to stop them
-my voice breaks and tears run down my cheeks-
Nadia: uh umm yeah is that all
Tony: what did they do in the red room also Nadia
-he slides another folder along to me-
Nadia: no please
-I open it and see me as a widow assassin-
Nadia: I've already told you enough Tony you don't need to know anything else
Bruce: actually we do if we are going to take down hydra and the red room we need your help
Nadia: ha my help you ain't getting it. I don't care how much I hate that man I'm not telling yous anything
-I wipe my tears away-
Nat: Nadia please it'll be for the best if they know everything
-she looks at me in the eyes-
Nadia: your taking there side really Natasha
Nat: I'm not taking any sides I just think it'll be better for you
-I move her hand off of my thigh-
Nadia: okay fine. From a young age I was put in a room with an alive person with a bag on their head to shoot and kill them and I had to because I was under both red room and hydras mind control unable to get out of it. He would beat the fuck out of me every time I didn't shoot someone straight in the heart. He allowed his guards to rape me whenever they wanted and wouldn't let me see any of the girls because it was to much of a risk of me getting out of the mind control
-tears stream down my cheeks, my voice is cracking, my throat is so sore for trying not to cry-
Nadia: and when I was 2 they killed my mother Infront of me. They didn't like the fact that Bucky had gotten her pregnant so they waited until I was at a age where I would remember her death and they tortured her to death Infront of me.
-my sight is going blurry from crying so much-
Nadia: excuse me
-I get up and run out of the room and only make it to the corridor before i collapse on the floor in my tears, I'm breathing heavily, I'm sweating it's as if my heart is being pulled out my heart.
-Natasha walks out the meeting room after me and sees me on the floor and instantly pulls me into her arms shushing me telling me it's all going to be okay and that they shouldn't have made me tell them-
Nat: it's okay shhh
-she puts me on her lap on the floor and runs her fingers through my hair-
Nat: how about we go up to your room before they all come out and see you
Nadia: y..yes p..please Natty
-I then feel her arms pick me up and carry me to my bedroom placing me on my bed-
Nat: it's okay why don't you go to sleep get some sleep
-she strokes her pinky fingers down from my forehead to the bottom of my nose, my eyes start to flicker as I slowly fall asleep, she takes my hoodie and joggers off and covers me in my quilt and leaving as I'm in a deep sleep already-
