It was 5:09 pm. Lif was laying in her bed, physically tired and very hungry. She was currently wearing a black shirt with a local shops logo on it, and dark blue pants, almost black, with white stars on them. The black haired girl was also kind of drunk and pretty high right now. having just gotten home from her friends house after drinking and smoking.
She felt uneasy thinking about what happened last night. Her friends dad was super drunk and hitting on her like crazy. He was saying all this uncomfortable and weird shit that Lif, at the time, could only laugh at. It was still uncomfortable, but she did that when she got nervous. One thing ahe regretted doing was staying in the room for as long as she did, despite her friends attempts to get her to leave. Lif didnt leave because it was funny at first, before getting deeply uncomfortable fast.
It was alright, though, it was over and she wasn't harmed in anyway. So that was good.
Off topic, but Lif recently bought some benadryl to take sometime when she was free. She knew it was dangerous, thats why she wont go crazy with it. She just wanted to see what it was like, tripping on benadryl.
She was wise enough to know not to tell her friends about doing this when actually tripping. She knew theyd probably freak out and she didnt need them doing that. She cared about her friends.
Lif was probably going to try and trip on benadryl tonight, hopefully. She just needed to sober up before that so she didnt fucking die. For a moment, she actually didnt want to die at the moment, even though recently she did kind of want to.
She recently fucked up the side of her new car, and her stepdad yelled at her for it of course. She still owes alot of money to the mental hospital she went to a little more then a week before her birthday. Everything was crashing down after going so well. It sucked and she didnt know how long this would last until things got better again.
Lif just simply couldnt deal with these things sober and just wanted and almost needed to get drunk or high. Thats what the benadryl is for.
Sighing, she took a few hits out of her new blueberry watermelom vape she had bought a few days ago. It was really good, but the taste of it brought her back to may 2024. Yeah.
Rolling over on her side, she tucked her weed pen and vape away under her pillow. It was only 5:28 pm now, but she was tired. Mentally.
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Our Secrets Revealed (A Metal Family Story)
FanfictionLif, Dees best friend, has alot of stuff she prefers to keep secret, however.. everything reveals itself with time.. (basically me projecting my addictions, mental illnesses, trauma, and more onto lif and dee from metal familyyy) (big warning for un...
