Nineteen

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After the night I had last night I can't even focus in school today. My mind is only on Harry and how crazy it is that he actually likes me and we are dating in secret. What is life.

The bad news is, me and Harry are going to have to keep a secret until college which sucks otherwise I'm going to lose my bestfriend. The anxiety builds of how much she would hate me if she ever found out.

All these thoughts are in my head while I'm at my locker getting ready to go to my next class. I grab my Geometry book out of my locker and slam it shut only to find Harry waiting behind it scaring the living shit out of me.

"Harry!" I whisper yell clenching my chest. He's just laughing at me and stepping closer so that we are inches apart. I take a step back away from him reluctantly, "Harry, you know we are suppose to be a secret."

"I thought that was only to Blair? Who cares about everyone else?" He takes a big step forward biting his lip and filling the gap between us.

"Word travels fast around here Harry, and she could be anywhere." I look around growing more anxious everytime I meet eyes with someone. In all reality I'm sure no one else cares, everyone knows Harry is a charmer. But if Blair is around or one of our other friends, I'm fucked.

Harry lifts his head up and looks around like I just did then looks back at me again biting his lip in a hungry manner melting my insides, "I don't see anyone of importance except you." He leans forward more as to kiss me but I have to put my hand up to his chest just as his lips are about to met mine.

"Harry, you are making this so hard on me. Please don't, no matter how bad I really want you to, we can't."

He pouts his lip and backs away finally granting my wish. "Fine, but I'm taking you out of Study Hall."

"Oh please do."

"I will, see you after next class." He walks away from me shooting me a wink before he goes.

I check my surroundings one last time making sure no wandering eyes saw that moment between Harry and I. After making awkward eye contact with several people I can leave my locker to go to history.

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History was long and boring as usual, especially with the anticipation building inside of me for the next class which I'd be spending with Harry. I speed through the very crowded hallways and bump into two different people at the same time shoulder checking both accidentally. I turn to apologize and see that it's Blair on my right. Before keeping up with her I turn to my left to see Harry smiling leaning closer into me like before.

I quickly turn to Blair and pull her in the opposite direction talking her ear off, "Blair haven't talked to you all weekend how did the rest of the night go with Ni?" I nudge her lightly and turn around quickly to check if Harry is still there. I meet eyes with him and he frowns knowing why I had to walk away so quickly. But I'll see him soon anyways, he can wait.

I turn my attention back to Blair and she begins telling me about that night, "It was so much fun. Niall and I have never hung out just the two of us and it was honestly one of the best nights I've ever had. He was cracking me up and he kept complimenting me and he had a very nice smile on his face the whole night. He's a very good listener you know, which I've never noticed before, but that night something clicked on me that I hadn't noticed before. I don't know what it was but I had a great time."

I smile wide at everything she has said. This is such a good sign, she will be off with who she's meant to be with in no time. Her and Niall will be the happiest cutest couple. I hear wedding bells.

"But I was so sad that Harry left. He looked so freaking hot. Did you see him? All dressed in his nice navy shirt and his curls quiffed up all nice. I just wanted to yank him across the table and take him right then and there." My wedding bells were suddenly crushed and replaced with blood curdling screams.

But why yes I did notice him, I also noticed how his lips feel with whip cream on them and without. How many people can say that? Huh? Definitely not you Blair. God I'm becoming a huge bitch.

"Do you think he noticed my tight green dress? You think he saw how it complimented my skin tone? I bet he was thinking of taking me then and there on the table too. Mmmm." She says, making me gag.

"Since when did you become so sexual?" I asked scoffing disgustingly.

"Since that hot piece of ass came into town. Oh come on, tell me you don't want to bang him?" She nudges my arm causing me to stiffen. Well, hell yeah I do, but I can't just go telling her that.

I just roll my eyes and keep us walking till we reach our study hall classroom. Niall is already there when Blair and I walk in just as the bell rings. I plop down next to him and hug his arm tight, he's got his hopes up for love and I want it to work for him so bad. He's too great of a guy for it to not.

"Hey Jaz, Hey Blair." He greets his eyes never leaving Blair as she flips her wavy blonde hair out of her face before sitting next to him on his other side.

"So Jaz, how was the ride home with Harry?" She asks her eyes gleaming as she mentions his name.

"It was a car ride home, we didn't even talk about anything so don't get your hopes up." I say kind of coldly but I'm sorry I'm not doing this. Especially not in front of Niall who I'm sure's heart dropped at the mention of Harry.

Blair just rolls her eyes and digs out her laptop. I look at Niall and his face has a slight frown. I squeeze his arm tighter and lean my head on his shoulder. Harry walks in and sees me on Niall and frowns. He backs up slowly back out of the classroom seeing that I'm trying to comfort Niall and I mentally thank him for letting me be here for my bestfriend.

"No you can go to the guidance office, I'm fine Jasmine." He whispers to me as Harry peeks his head back into the classroom making sure if he has to go or not.

"Besides, I think he really likes you. You can tell by the way he looks at you, make him happy and let him walk you down there." He whispers real low giving me a warm smile. He can tell by the way he looks at me, aww that's so adorable. He looks at me in a special way that everyone can see?

"What? You really think so? Are you sure?"

"Yes, I'm sure. Go on, can't keep him waiting. Really I'm fine, thank you." He gives Harry a wave back in hiding it from Blair pretty well if I do say. She hasn't looked up from her laptop once.

Harry trots back in with a smile on his face and hands the slip to my teacher and the usual routine begins. I walk with Harry to the room and right when we get in there he grabs me and presses me up against the wall smashing his lips on mine.

I could get used to this.
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A/N: Can I just say first off, thank you everyone for reading this and all the comments and everything! I really appreciate it! I hope this story still continues to make you happy and I hope you still like it as it goes on! Secondly, wowza can I just say I'm so happy 2013 Harry is back. Like the hair, omgggggggg😍😍 it's my favorite hair on him and I literally feel like I'm in a different year whenever I see him perform or in an interview. Like ugh memories. But anyways I'm so proud of Harry and am so excited for his album and everything that is to come! Okay that's it, thanks again guys!

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