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[written in 2023]

I hate you. I hope I never see or hear your name again. You made me so angry and hurt; you never said sorry for even the smallest things you did. If I could go back to # years old, I would, and I'd tell everyone what you did and how you hurt me. I was a child I didn't understand. And you took advantage of that. Why did I trust you?

In my head, I believed that you did nothing wrong, but I realized that I was wrong too late. It was only a few years ago that I finally understood what happened. And when I realized I was scared and didn't want you to get hurt. No, I was stupid and let you go even though you deserved to hurt just like I did, and now I get that.

I was never scared of the monsters under my bed or in my closet; I was scared of the people around me when the only monster I should have feared was you. I hope one day you see what you caused for me and how long it will take me to fix myself. I hope that you never stop thinking about how hurt I was and how guilty you are. I want to know that even though I can't be perfect again, you are in hell because of what you did.