AM I WORTHY? Taekook

chapter -2

Hope you all doing well☺️

Tae's pov

Class was completed they gave a 15 minutes break.He turned back suddenly I was nervous i thought he would recognise me,he's waving to my direction and got up and start coming towards my direction and I was very nervous and turn to jimin and pretending like talking to him but this jimin mf is laughing*wtf*. He came near my desk i thought he is coming to me but I was wrong he came for his friends who seated on back of my bench. *I sighed* and thought *it's a relief he didn't recognise me*
But him being next to me *ah i know it's near my bench but practically he is next to me* i fully turned towards jimin because I can't make my heart control when he is near me even in childhood and now. How come he has the same effect on me still. They are talking some silly topics and laughing. His laughter I missed it. It makes me calm and warm. You know how his  smile is "it's like a flower blooms under the moon* His smile is always used to uplift me when I was tired and sad. I didn't thought i will see it again. My eyes got brimmed when I think those days and how much I missed him. Although we are not together but having one side love is hard. We can't say him we missed them and cry silently. In a day even one glimpse is enough to spend the day happily. Even then being close and nearby makes my heart races and feel butterflies even with that distance. *I chuckled in tears in my eyes thinking about my childhood*. I was glad again we are in same class and I got to see him

Jimin: Hey tae what's wrong. Yahhh taehyung what's wrong I have been calling you since 10 mins. Why you got tears in your eyes.Is everything all right.

Tae:   yes jimine just I got through my childhood days you know it's fucking hurts and happy to see him again.

Jimin: Does he know that you loves him? Do you said to him you loves him?

Tae: I didn't said to him. It seems childish but one day when me and my school bestfriend is doing flames between us then one classmate caught and said to teacher then he got to know it.

Jimin: Ohhh😯.. flames!!🤭..😂 okay

Tae: don't laugh 😤🙄

Jimin: okay sorry🤭

Tae: Do you know at first we used to fight alot. I don't know when I started to like him. We used to irritate eachother so much. But I don't know how come i like him

Jimin: ohh started with fighting huhh!!. Do you think he recognised you?

Tae: Don't know maybe no i think he didn't recognise me. I'm not an important person for him to remember me after i got switched to other school we didn't even met once.

Jimin: When did you start having crush on him.

Tae: when I'm 8 years old maybe I was in my 3rd standard i think.

Jimin: *WTFFFFF* really it's been 10 years now.

Tae: *i sighed* I got my school switched on my 7th standard and that's the  last time I see him in school until now. It's been 6 years to see him again didn't thought i will see him again tho.*my eyes started getting brim again*

Jimin: and you got to our school then right and you got me your best bestfriend. Don't be sad I was there for you if he reject you okay 😂.

Tae: *i chuckled* yeahh you were but thought of we being couple is eww haha and i appreciate your thoughts to calm me jimine my sweet bun. *I pinched his nose*

Jimin: Yahh! It's weird stop doing that

Tae: Why you said i can be with you if jungkook rejects me.

Jimin: It's to make you laugh. You are not my type even I was gay or straight.