AM I WORTHY? Taekook

Chapter-4

Tae's pov: 

i was running don't have a destiny where to go that words are running on my mind and started echoing. Jimin is running behind me but i don't want to stop running. Even though i know its hurts for loving the person who is same gender as me but people judging for it is so hurtful, i didn't know it hurts that much to listen what the society think about us. I came near a park which is lonely and dark where i can't the see the people who didn't judge me for me i think Jimin to stopped running behind me as all get tired of us sometime. I sat near a bench and start seeing the sky and when the cold breeze entangling me my eyes was closed. It was nice sitting here alone without people judging me but from when i listen it from Jungkook mouth i can't bear it.  "Tears started rolling in my eyes again" As i look in the sky it is shining with stars and moon. Even he said like that why can't i stop loving him. 

Jimin: YAHH Taehyung do you know how many places i searched for you. Are you okay? Why did you cry? What happened?

Tae: Mm nothing Jimine i just don't want to sit there i don't know.

Jimin: I'm not an idiot to believe this okay now say what happened

Tae: " He said what happened canteen" "sighs" Although i expected him being homo but listening from his mouth is so hurting

Jimin: Can i ask you something? 

Tae: Yes

Jimin: Did he said directly that he is disgusted by homo.

Tae: No, but it's obvious right when he is agreeing about what they are saying.

Jimin: Stop thinking negatively Taehyung.

Tae: Its late we have to go to home.

Jimin: Yeah come on.

Tae's pov

If he was homophobic then i have to maintain distance i don't want to hurt again.But can i be like that.??

Jimin: Bye tae. Don't overthink about it and sleep. Okay

Tae: Okay

Jimin: Yahhhh don't keep face like that come give me a hug.

Tae: mm "my eyes getting brim again jimin hugged me" 

Jimin: Taehyung ahh please don't cry okay i don't want to see you cry.

Tae: Okayyyy. Bye goodnight. See you.

"I started walking to home as i was going i felt someone was walking behind me, I got scared and started walking fastly. I turned and saw who is that when i got some distance from them. I was shocked when i see him. It's jungkook who is behind me. I started walking.

Jungkook: Hey wait. Heyyy wait I'm calling you only.

Tae's pov

 Is he calling me ? NO I think it's not me. But there is no one in the road. So i turned back and stop and asking if he is calling me by pointing a finger towards me. He nodded his head. WTFFF WTFFF is going why the hell he called me. He is coming towards me as i stop walking and stood infront of me.

Jungkook: Why are you running like that? I'm not a bad person and I'm your classmate don't you remember, teacher told me to wake you up it's me.

Tae: ah... i know. I thought someone was following and i was scared and running ,I didn't know it's you.

Jungkook: Do you live here?

Tae: Yes

Jungkook: Ohh me too.

Tae: Ahh...Is that so. "what should i do my heart is going to burst. Get your grip taehyung he is homophobic you have to avoid him"

Jungkook: Yeah.