AM I WORTHY? Taekook

chapter 7

Tae's pov

*I sat near window and again replaying what happened today and his hug I can't express how it felt when he wrapped his hands around me and took into his embrace I felt I can be there forever without any tensions any problems it's like a heaven for me. For him it maybe friendly hug it's only friendly hug for him🥺. Why I have to be in love with the same gender.I didn't even know what my mom will say if she got to know about my identity will she support me?? How long should I keep it secret. As the night Breeze hitting my face my thoughts are echoing in my brain I just stared at the sky. How nice it will be if I'm part of that sky. I can be without any tensions without any worries. It's getting difficult for me. I know I have jimin my bestfriend my idiot but what if what if I don't deserve his friendship. What if I'm a burden to him. I don't want to be burden for anyone. Haha thinking like this what am I???.In this stupid thoughts I was came out when someone was shouting my name."Like who is thatttt" I checked and saw it was from my neighbour who is none other my crush.*

Jungkook: Hey I was calling you since 5 minutes. Where were you lost idiot??

Tae: ahh... Sorry

Jungkook: Fine it's okay. But what are you thinking seriously that you can't even listen me Calling you.

Tae: Nothing just admiring the sky.

Jungkook: Ohh.....

Tae: mm.

Jungkook: Are you okay now??

Tae: yeah. I'm

Jungkook: Mm. Tae...

Tae: what...??

Jungkook: We are friends right...

Tae: Yaa we are.. Btw why are you asking like that.

Jungkook: Nothing just wanted to confirm....

Tae: Ohh..okay

Jungkook: .. have you eaten??

Tae: Ya. You??

Jungkook: what happened you are asking backkk????

Tae: Huh!???

Jungkook: You didn't ask it back before that's why.

Tae:😶

Jungkook: 😂 okay okay. I ate.

Tae: okay.

Jungkook: tae do you have girlfriend???

Tae: No.

Jungkook: mm...any interests???

Tae:N..o

*What should I say I have intrest on you haha you will stop talking to me if I say I was intrested in you.But my urge to say you that I like you is...🫠*

Jungkook: Really???

Tae: Ye..ss. What about you then. Are you interested in someone??

Jungkook: ah..Me..😅 Yess.

Tae: *I fake chuckled* Are you? Who is it??

Jungkook: What to say it's a childhood crush. I like them very much. We are apart now not so closer not so distant but we are apart. I want to get close to them.

Tae: is they close to you.

Jungkook: yes I was thinking like that I don't know about them.

Tae: What. You didn't proposed??.

Jungkook: Noo. I didn't have that much courage now but I will do it soon.

Tae: Is they our college???