Grief

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Grief
That is the one word
One word
Used to describe the feeling of losing someone
Seems small and pointless when it is happening
This is the word you are supposed use to describe it?

That doesn't feel right
Why did it happen?
Why couldn't I help?
Why so much pain?
Why so young?
Why now?
Why not me..

Questions are in your head
Can't be answered
They are dead
No matter how much you wish and deny

You will never hear their
Voice
Laugh
Smile
Jokes
Stories
Anything....

It is all over
And you can't do shit about it
So cry, laugh or question everything

People tell you they are on a better place
Are they?
They are six feet under or burnt to a crisp
Their soul maybe, only if you believe that

Do you want to yell and be angry?
Who do you be angry at?
The one dead
An all powerful being
Yourself
Who?

It is hard and indescribable
Never want to feel like that in any time frame

Young or old
Closest person in the world or not
Best friend
Friends
Girlfriend
Boyfriend
Fiancé
Wife
Husband
Grandparents
Great-grandparents
Sister
Brother
Twin
Child

How do you deal?
It never goes away..
Great, right?
No matter how close you were

Death is inevitable
So wait or not death is coming
Live life
The next 60 seconds is the only guarantee
So love
Eat the comfort food
Watch the comfort show

Remember to love
Love

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