I NEED You : RiAnsh Ss And Os

My solace 🦋(1)

Riddhima who was lost and insecure about what just happened between them a few weeks ago..was not sure what she experienced was true or not ..?

Though she made up her mind to give vansh another chance...but her heart is filled with insecurities and doubts and her own decisions.

They did arti and she just received the parcel..but didn't open.. Bcoz she herself was lost somewhere...vansh was out for a few hours ..but something has surely off ..that her heart is still in pain..still not convinced...she couldn't help but recall their first night...

Though she was convincing herself that vansh confessed his feelings but the intimacy they shared that night was making her uncomfortable... Though her mind said that .. vansh did this for taking revenge from her but ..her heart was not able to accept it .. she was still convincing herself that ..the intimacy they shared was out of love ... Remembering all of this she was getting panicked and she felt uneasy. .tears started to fill her eyes ..but when she heard the footsteps approaching her ..the strong scent hits her nostrils and she realised who was it ...when she was about to turn ... suddenly vansh back hugged her .. making her shocked and stiff on her position .

She didn't feel good rather her heart raced with uneasiness travelling within her body .. making her close eyes shut tightly..so that she can't react weirdly or rudely...She suddenly started to feel uncomfortable...so that she started wriggling in his hold .

Vansh who was hugging her closely felt something off by sensing her body language.
Turning her towards himself..he took her hands...and was about to kiss her knuckles when she suddenly withdrew her hands back.. making him frown and confused.

" Kya baat hai riddhima?" He asked softly..Maybe she is still upset..he definitely sensed it ..

Riddhima not able to meet his gaze avoided eye contact with him...and started playing with her engagement ring ..which was definitely noticed by vansh .

" N... Nothing...va..vansh... I'm just too tired ..I should rest " she finally found the excuse and walked fastly to her side of bed without giving any chance for their further conversation.

But still her heart raced ..to lie on a bed ...shrugging off ..she immediately slides herself under the thin sheet and faces back to vansh.. trying best to pretend that she is sleepy..

Vansh's heart pained ....he clearly realised..she was not relaxed in his arms .. instead her body was tensed against him..but he shrugged off his thoughts..maybe she was right...the day was totally hectic for her ..both physically and emotionally..the disappointment clouded his face as he took out the chain which he brought for her ..it was his mother's ..as a token of his promise and make her night happy..but it seems he took it so casually and too fastly..

Making himself understand ..he left to freshen up and slided himself besides her facing himself to her .. observing her back...he was clearly worried..his heart was not at peace ... riddhima heart raced when vansh slept beside her .. ya they shared bed when they were hating each other..but at that time ...she just felt still comfortable as he respected her privacy still sharing the bed ..and today when they love each other..when have have consummate their marriage..she was not feeling good .. don't know why... uneasiness was travelling..she weighed in her spots ... trying to regain her calmness but failed miserably ...

Vansh who was awake ...Bcoz he knew she was awake...the way she was tossing on the bed ...took his sleep away ..but still he tried to close his eyes ..as if pretending to sleep ...

Riddhima who secretly saw him sleeping.... slowly stepped down the bed and adjusted herself on the couch covering herself with the blanket as thought mingled in her mind ..
" Kya ho raha hai bappa ? Why ? Why I'm not able to___?" A tear escaped her eyes and a small sob escaped her mouth which she immediately stopped and made herself calm and closes her eyes as cold Air hot her body ...the serene view out of the window and the moon ..made her racing heart bring to normal and slowly she drifted to sleep.

A lonetear escaped vansh's eyes..the sight he saw in front of him...and when her little sob hit his ears ... stabbing his heart badly..He didn't know what has happened...she has forgiven him..but ? Why was she reacting like this ...The distance..the awkwardness between them was killing him...and another tear escaped his eyes ..

Walking near the couch..he closed the open window curtains.....so that ...she will receive only an ample amount of air ..Because there was too much cold outside...

Bending to her level ..he adjusted the duvet until her shoulders..as if vowing to protect her from everything in future... seeing her sleeping peacefully..his heart was at peace..but still it ached ...when it was clear to his was she was distancing herself.. caressing her hairs for few minutes...he left the room...as sleep was far away from him...he was not at all in peace ..

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Next part will be updated soon itself..

Ya comment me ...give me some idea for the romance between them..as I'm writing itself now .
But remember it is out of love..