cigarettes out the window

***Fifteen***

y/n pov

the weekend went by in a blur, suna helped me out with final touches of my room. we mostly did that and relaxed for that day, it was nice. then on sunday we hung out with the twins which was fun until i had to leave for work. thankfully nobody knows my schedule so my aunt did not show up.

monday morning

"soooo we have our first game of the year on wednesday!" atsumu cheers "im so ready!"

"who are we against again?" suna asks

"i dunno! but we are gonna win!" atsumu replies

"how do you not know who were against!?" osamu accuses

"well if you know then tell us!" atsumu argues

"..."

"you guys are against aoba johsai" i sigh at the boys' stupidity.

"isn't that the school with that creep?" atsumu asks and osamu exchanges a look with him then suna

"yeah it is, and he better watch it" suna mutters with anger

"im sure it'll be fine guys, my worry will be managing our team. not him"

"atta be!" atsumu cheers "by the way l/n, aiya said she enjoyed your guys' coffee meet up!"

"oh is that so?" i mutter and suna lets out a little chuckle

sunarin

pls tell me what
happened later 😭
liked by y/n

i see suna's message and look up at him laughing softly. the warm feeling returning once again, that moment of peace where all i feel is his presence as we smile at each other. the comfort and feeling of safety i get around him, i know he has my back no matter what. dare i say he is one of my best friends, wait...

best friend<3

semi
i think i found your
replacement...

i couldn't help but have my stomach drop at this realization though. there is no way he would reciprocate these feelings. semi never did, i doubt suna would either. especially when he has seen so much of the ugly in my life, i feel like he would want someone who has a good relationship with loved ones since it's what he has. he would likely think im incapable of loving properly, i mean that could very much so be true. what if i-

"yo, you good?" osamu asks snapping me out of my thoughts

"sorry, yeah" i smile

"tsumu! l/n! hi!" aiya smiles approaching us

why did she only acknowledge us two?

"hey babe" tsumu says hugging his girlfriend

"l/n, can we talk?!" she asks with a smile but almost anyone would be able to tell it's an evil smile

"sure" i reply emotionless and follow her

we go behind the school "why do you hate me so much? you seriously had to fake a phone call to get away from me?! why can't you just pretend we are friends so atsumu can be happy?!" i stare at her in disbelief

suna pov

deep down i knew something wasn't right. we cannot trust aiya, especially with l/n so i decide to follow them since it seemed suspicious.

"where are ya goin sunarin?" atsumu asks

"just forgot something in my gym locker" i lie and continue following behind the girls