Crawling back to you

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AUTHORS NOTE: ok so this is my first ever book I'm writing so please take this with a pinch of salt if my writing sucks guys English is not my first language and If you enjoyed this I will be making a series out of this of weekly chapters luv y'all enjoy.

2006

My names Lorelei when I was 14 years old I never was a smart, quirky ,emo kid in my class I was just a background character for some shitty love story Probably nobody payed attention to me and I didn't care too much I would always think it was funny how my family is pretty ,rich ,and charming but I never stuck out I wasn't anything special so i guess bullying wasn't much of a problem for me right?  Your dead
Wrong.

I was a prime victim to this guy in my class named "Vincent" he was your ideal trouble maker  people would do to things ignore him or be friends with him he would always cause fights with other kids to see who was the strongest but Really he just beat the living shit out of them
I'm surprised the school didn't expell
him it was probably beacause of his family's background here's a little fun fact his family was good family friends with mine so I had to see the dick head once per-week for his family to babysit me,how fun😊 .

Most of the time he would make fun of me and how I wasn't anything special enough for my family.I'm not pretty,I'm also that good at a lot of things,I'm not smart.He would embarrass me in front of the whole class even tho I didn't do anything  and he would lock me in the janitors closet as a joke act like my friend even tho he hated me and just made me feel like shit ya Know the usual and my how I will be forgotten now that one still hits me to my core to this day I'm surprised Nobody said anything

And look I wasn't stupid I was 14 so naturally I tried to fight back but he would always surprise me and make me cry somehow so trying to fight him was out of the question.

so I told my parents a bunch of times and they said that he just had a crush on me like what the fuck. I never Really thought bad about my parents my parents they weren't bad they would give me clothes, food and a nanny to help me. But I think it's the whole being abroad thing that made me want them to give me attention you know.

The only friends or close ones I could say I had in my live was Touya and Lucian . Lucian is a pretty wise guy he owns his own restaurant I love the place. it's so cute it's more homey than my home. he would Always give me some advice on life and  he would give me food even tho I didn't need it I was very well off but I think he just wanted me to enjoy a meal with someone he always says food is better with someone around .

he would always get so mad whenever I told him that Vincent did something again he swore that he would punch him if he ever takes a step into his restaurant . I love him he's like a father to me.

Touya was one of my only friends in middle school even tho he was  3 years younger than me we were still close. he's so sweet and nice I wouldn't never imagine that his brother is that Demon but he's one of the reason's I supported Vincent's bullying I think the other is his grandparents they we're so old and wise his grampa looked like the wind could pick him up and fly him to heaven the grama was very sweet and caring I think Touya took her advice more seriously 😒.

After years of him bullying me. he left the country my parents told me it was because his grandparents passed away in a car crash it made me wonder what happened to his parents he obviously never told me but neither did Touya my mom said that the brothers were going to live with a aunt that lived in Brooklyn . so color me suprised when I didn't see the devil in my class or neighborhood.

I thought that was the end of it, I got thearapy to help me with the trauma of  him and I kinda became self obsessed with how I looked and so I tried to please myself with simple things like beauty products, hair , and my style of clothes my parents changed me to a different school were I could get a fresh start I think that was the only thing nice and honest thing they have ever done.

I still live in my city but the living change  changed me too I started to be more social I beacame what you would call a  the popular girl I have my own squad and everything got a cute guy that I'm thinking about dating but deep down I know that there not my friends but there good company so I don't care is not that bad.

Some may call me arrogant but I think it's beacause of my background and how I was raised . My therapist said it was something natural.

Present time 2011

Right now I'm late for school I sleep late because of my friend toru he had a party and I left at one yes yes I know that very irresponsible and said goodbye to my nanny but I decided to get some food from Lucy's he makes the best Latin food in Kyoto!! when I got my order I checked my watch and it was  8:20 !!! Shit I sprinted out of the restaurant saying goodbye to Lucy  and ran to school while munching on a sandwich. Shit today I have science and that teacher hates my guts beacause of how many times I have been late she's going to kill me i run into the entrance full of greenery and flowers from a project we did last year  I paced thru the class rooms and finally made it to mine i open the door and made it only 30 minutes late 😃 that's gotta be a record! I whispered so my teacher didn't say anything.

But I think she hear cuz the teacher gave me the look "Lorelei how come you're always late to school  this is starting to become a habit I will have to call your parents"  I actually kinda want her to call them but  my mom hasn't talked to me in a year and you could forget about my dad but they do care about me Right?. i know better so I apologize to her and and accept detention then I stroll to my seat  huh I don't see the classs president I wonder we're she's at she's usually here early we'll that's what I heard I'm never early.

I greeted toru he's what I like to call a total nutcase he's always doing something fun or batshit insane.

"Hey why you flake at the party last night? We were worried something happened" he look at me with a worried stare. "Relax toru I just wasn't feeling the party ya know? To many juniors they made it feel like a club more than a party " I explained with a defeated dammit i forgot to tell them I left but I was to drunk for that anyway.

"Yea next time I'm not inviting that group bleu!!So as a sorry gift I'm hosting another party this weekend and this time it's going to just be our group , no junior tryna get in ya pants does that sound good?

"Hell yes"

   He might be crazy with all these party's but he's the richest out of all of us so who wouldn't be hosting party's all the time ?. After I said hi I see a few couple of people surrounding my seat there seems to be someone there I mean it's not designated but you know Can a girl sit?

so I start asking one of my group friends Mina what's going on ? She looks at me with stars in her ayes  "gurl you gotta see this new guy he's super fine  he looks like those yakusa boys " she exclaimed giggling like a little girl now I have to see who is this mystery guy and get my seat cuz I am not sharing that bitch so I got to my seat . I shit you not I had to shove a girl cuz she was in my way but after i pass her I get greated with theses ruby ayes there so prett- "wait a fucking minute Vincent?!" I shouted by accident I hope the teacher didn't hear that.

He stare's at me for a second with  what I think is a hint of annoyance or nostalgia  "Lorelei " He   scoffed at me looking very different from all those years ago he got bigger sadly not in a fat way he looked pretty buff and he dyed his hair tips pink interesting choice for a masochist. I glare at him why the fuck is he in my seat?! Scratch that why the fuck is he in Japan?!

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