HOTMESS: PEACE

Chapter 10-TO ADORE YOU

NOBODY CARED ABOUT PEACE CREATION FOR REAL.
PEACE CARED MOST FOR HER CREATIONS.
MEMORIES CAN BE MADE AND NEVER FORGOTTEN.
EVERYTHING SHE CREATED WAS A GIFT FROM HER BEING.
SHE KNEW THE WORTH IN MAKING MOST OF HER JOURNEY.
BECAUSE IT DID FEEL LIKE A JOURNEY.
SOME WHERE NEVER CONTENT WITH ONE PLACE.ONE PLACE. NOT EVEN THE SAME TYPE OF TASTES.
SHE QUICKLY BECOME ACCUSTOMED TO THE JOURNEY.
THE PROCESS OF HAVING TO MOVE ON, WHICH REALLY DIDN'T PRESENT ITSELF AS A CHOICE.
THE VIBE AND HIGH PEACE HAD GOTTEN FROM HER CURRENT LIFE(THE MUSIC FINALLY BEING ON A INTERNATIONAL LEVEL ACCLAIM, THE MEDIA QUESTIONING HER LESS ABOUT "HER". MAKING A BIG MOVE TO HOLLYWOOD CAME NEXT. ) MOVING FORWARD WAS THE BEGINNING OF MORROW IN HER WORLD, WHICH SHE WANTED AND ALWAYS HAD PLANS FOR, SINCE SHE HAD NO CONTROL OVER WHAT HER FAME AND POPULARITY WOULD BRING MORROW, IF SHE DIDNT DECIDE FOR IT.

THE NEXT STEP NEVER PRESENTS ITSELF ONE MUST SIMPLY MAKE IT AND DO IT.

THE LESSONS IN LIFE HAD HER APPRECIATING FAME, THE AMOUNT OF EXPERIENCES SHE WOULD HAVE IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME, WOULD AT THE SAME GROW HER AS PERSON.

JUST LIKE IN MOST OF HER PROJECTS IT'S ALWAYS, A FEELING IMAGINED, HER PREVIOUS WORK, MADE YOU THE FAN FEEL THE QUALITY OF HER SOUND, IT GOT YOU ENJOYING A FUN STORY OF HER CHILDHOOD, AND THE MANY FILMS WERE NEVER DULL SINCE, IT WAS HER REAL LIFE TO HER IMAGINATIVE LENSE, PLUS LUCKILY HAVING THE KNOWLEDGE ON SET OF AN ACTOR CAME IN HANDY. PEOPLE LIKED HAVING AN ARTIST WHO KNEW HOW TO ACTUALLY ACT.
WHO UNDERSTOOD THE NEED TO PUT ON A PROPER PLAY.
HER PAST PROJECT DID NOT LACK AUTHENTICITY. SHE A MOVING FOR HER FANS TO ENJOY WITH SOME CATCHY TUNES THAT WERE IN LOFI. WHICH SET HER APART HAVING A WHOLE GENRE TO HERSELF...
WELL SUB GENRE DERIVED FROM HIP HOP.THE SUB GENRE WAS PROPERLY MARKETED BY FREE LANCE PRODUCERS.PLUS ON TOP OF THAT MOST ARTIST MAINSTREAM OR UNDERGROUND DIDN'T SEE IT AS A HEAVY CONTENDER, THEY PRETTY MUCH IN THAT TIME TOOK IT AS THAT A SUBGENRE AND NOT A MASSIVELY POPULAR ONE.

PEACE THOUGHT THE COMPLETE Opposite. She went small hoping to be the head of  lo-fi.
When people start Thinkin bout lo-fi they should expect her on the streaming platforms.which they did.

So moving forward is relaying a message of "PEACE". MAKING A CLASSIC
SOMETHING HER FANS WOULD DEEPLY RESONATE WITH, TAKING IT TO A "TRANSPARENT FORM".
SHOWING AND HER OWN PORTRAIT WITH ALL SHE HAD BECOME.

more like a connected being, a mirror of what her music and production showed,her knowledge, her state with closed, wires that represented her connection with the world, like her 40+MILLION subscribers who she constantly communicates with, her catalogue that was feeding the world with sounds and stories that created many friendships.
All of that still being one of the many parts. That being "peace" had connecting her with the world. The being Peace was the project she shared with the world as peace always has, the public still feeding of her current work that showed her past through the lense of an adult who rose to her happy through, constantly trying to do things that made happy, while it still would never erase the pain she, the sadness,the mere slowness that made her learn, she showed people that while, her music carried intense feelings. Showing experiences that she valued and was very fond of.while the richness came in the struts her current success would represent, everything amazing that the little girl dreamed of, everything this woman could never really be grateful for. She was more thankful than a Thanksgiving turkey that got Away.
Still yearning for contentness in her heart like being reunited with "her child" for example.

It made her constantly humbled and aware of what she had to do with her opportunity to share something with her  world.so that she could take care of her family in a safe space.
Success showed her the perks of having a womb.
A person that can fully love you can always be delivered at anytime for her when she decides.her child represented that. The person in this world would just love meh. Who would just get meh, the Peace who wasn't a product.

The life people can see from a rearview mirror, the life others could say something about, which either felt like manipulation or control.
Peace never got a big ego from the fact that she created the being peace that now makes millions at a milli-sec. She knew it meant nothing if she can't love her or meet her or even show the emotion she wanted to be expressing with her.
The art projects and Hailey perfectly synced up because they were a sort of distress.

She released them as memoirs to remember her by, never choosing the latter in her music the many pleasantries she received did not suffice, she prayed and seeked for ways to find her lost kin. It wasn't enough she already had to go through such a thing, it didn't matter the awards. The thing that mattered was the one she couldn't remove in her mind. The memory since drove her to unwanted place's like, quitting multiple times on social media,for Hailey, leaving multiple shows to attend a rumour of a possible sighting of her daughter. Hailey and Peace weren't lost to themselves but lost to each other.

It made sense she did all that which is just the cream of the crop, it didn't matter how many times she never found any leads on her Hailey case.
That would make anyone go crazy.

Was it insanity as the tabloids claimed or a mother distressed, by the loss of her offspring. Rose sympathetic to the situation would often ask her fellow club members to not post about the Haley×Peace Saga.

Hailey constantly checked on dem ladies, they made Peace feel less alone in that misery since they all knew.
It was a lot of emotions really that she felt, they always ended up creating confusion.
She didn't feel the need to always speak about that situation in that time where Peace was being released, where she was about to experience the worst moments of her beautiful career Story until then.