Thea pov
The following two weeks was exhausting, I started attending classes in my new school. As always I continue to be an introvert and barely made any friends.
Thought I did talked with few of my classmates and all of them were nice to me. Irene aunty helped me a lot to adjust in my new school by giving me few knowledge about how schools system is in Korea.
I didn't exchanged any word with the other person living in the mansion...I mean the owner of the mansion and continued to go with my life because I only the feelings which were slowly coming to life inside me was going to take my life someday.
And before it actually takes away my life I need to stop growing it. But wouldn't lie that how something always pinch inside me when I see him smilling towards his wife.....but the reality is it's his "wife" he's taken and even if not... he's my "uncle".
It was dark already as the driver came to pick me up from my school. I sat on the car with a heavy sigh.
"Fianlly it ended" I huffed, the driver laughed. His name is Alex and he is quite friendly and around in his early twenties.
"Surely it did miss" he said to me while smilling.
I continue to look at the night life of Seoul and it was beautiful to be honest, but while looking out of window I saw a..small bar.
"Alex please stop the car" I said quickly. Alex stopped the car and looked towards me.
"What happen miss?" He asked in confusion making me smirk a little.
"Can you please wait for few minutes just a little I'll be back quickly" I replied while giving him puppy eyes "pleaseeee".
"But Miss, boss said-" I cut him off by pouting while joining my hands infront of him cutely.
"Pleaseeeee alex...you shouldn't hurt someone who is this much cute, kind, and beautiful like me" I said trying to act cute.
Alex opened his mouth to deny my request again but sighed heavily "okay miss...call me immediately if anything happens I'll be right here"
I nodded at him immediately and ran out of car and inside the bar.
"Uff... finally" I sighed. I did a little bit research about here and got to know a drink named "Soju" which is an alcoholic drink here.
I didn't knew much but since some days I have this urge to just drink and pass out and forget everything for a while...... because tbh..I'm fucked up in my head...no matter how much I deny..
I had some cash which Irene aunty gave me a day before and brought 3 bottles of Soju. All of them are not that big but not that small...
I put the green bottle inside my bag which was still hanging on my back and hide it there. I brought a tangerine juice can and walked out to hide the fact that I just brought a alcohol drink while being an underage teen.
One year is still left till I'll turn 18 and I'm excited so I can fianlly do what I want like a proper adult.
I sat back in the car as I gave Alex a grin showing him my tangerine juice can "do you also want one Alex?" I aksed causally.
Alex chuckled "no miss I don't, you enjoy your drink" saying that he started the engine again.
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I sneakily tip toed inside the house first to see if anyone is in the living room, it was around 7 pm at night already, aunty is usually inside her room around this time.
She comes out if I call her otherwise not. I slowly walked upstairs while clutching my bag tightly in my hand.
I was about to pass by her room but a sound stopped me. A hollow feeling slowly raised inside me, I turned my head towards the door which was locked from inside.....it's usually not locked just closed.
I gulped praying in my heart that it's not what I'm thinking and carefully I put my ear on the door listening carefully to that sound and my heart goes numb when I heard the loud moan of aunty...I thought something happened to her I was about to knock on the door when.
"Keep quite Irene...." I heard that deep groan of.....him....
My body and mind both went numb as I stood there straight while looking at the void infront of me.....so I was actually what I was thinking it was.....
My hands start shaking as my breath started to get heavy, I glanced at the door once before practically running towards my own room with my shaky legs..
"No..... please...stop..." I wisper to myself......they are husband and wife...they...
Before I can kill myself more by reminding myself of the reality I found myself sitting on the ground.
Tears keep on coming out of my eyes...I don't want to feel this way....but.....I can't help......I clutched a pillow from the bed, hugging it as tightly as I can to prevent my body from trembling in pain...
It was hurting so fucking much that I just want to kill myself for feeling this way.......for falling for my own uncle who is married....
It's too much to bear at some point but I know somewhere I was dying everyday by not talking to him....since the very first day I came here something start happening to me....the movement I met him that night..... something was happening inside me and I terrified me.
I tried to forget and shrug but not anymore....I did a mistake...the biggest I ever did to be prise.... suddenly I remembered the alcohol bottle I brought..
I've heard it helps people to forget pain and get high...I quickly took my school bag in my hand while continuous hiccups were leaving my mouth because of how much I was sobbing.
I took out one bottle and opened it with my teeth....damn even my lips start bleeding.
I ignored the burning sensation on my lips as I directly start gulping down the alcohol from the bottle...
Few minutes passed by as I finsihed one bottle...and true...I was slowly starting to feel high....my mind feels clouded like I was floating in air....
I took another bottle and opened it the same way not realising my lips start bleeding more. I was chugging down big amount of alcohol from the bottle when a hand harshly snatched the bottle away from me.
"The fuck you think you're doing Thea"
