"I told you everything will be fine love...why were you taking stress hmm?see everything is good now....we just need to be careful..". He ruffled my hair.
It's been two days since his birthday, I was feeling something was wrong since Irene aunty keep on acting suspicious but nothing went wrong like I thought.
Just 4 days more and my birthday will come and after that my parents will leave.
Since two days we both were so careful not even exchanging more then two words infront of everyone but now it was getting impossible to stay away.......48 hrs was more than enough torture already....
It's midnight and I sneaked out of my bedroom where my little brother is sleeping, he was already waiting on rooftop for me.
"You're right....I was just overthinking". I sighed heavily, his both hands were clutching me as we were leaning on railing.
Both of us were staring at the night mountain view infront of us where the moon was shining brightly in sky along with tiny stars.
"Till when we will hide like this Taehyung...?". I breathed out. This question was eating me from inside
"Till I don't divorce Irene..". Shock washed over me as I turned around, he was just causally staring infront like he said nothing serious, but it would be a lie if I said that I don't feel a ray of hope inside me.
"What are you saying Taehyung? You're going to divorce her....?". He nodded, now looking back at me as he pulled me closer.
"Yes love.....I want to free myself from this loveless forced commitment, I can't keep on living my life knowing that I'm not with the one I actually love". I didn't said anything but just stared at him, my mind getting lost in thoughts again.
"But what about your family? What will you tell them? You need to have a strong reason to give Irene aunty divorce...and if she doesn't ag-".
"Baby....calm down....you're overthinking again love". He shooked his head while chuckling a little hearing my questions.
"Well to answer your first question little one, The reason that I don't feel happy in this marriage is enough to take divorce and I'm a grown ass man not some child who needs someone's permission to do something.
And about your second incomplete question.... Irene has to agree, she can't force me to stay in this marriage no matter how much she tries. It's not like she can say that she is pregnant with my child and I'll have to stay....there is nothing to stay for". I accidentally giggled hearing that pregnant part, he frowned at me playfully. "What?"
"Nothing" I shook my head while giggling still.
"Nope you're hiding something my baby now spill out". He chimed while chuckling along with me.
"That pregnant part was funny, I suddenly got a flashback of a movie we watched where the ex of main lead bragged inside his wedding hall and shouted that she's pregnant with his child". Taehyung's brows frowned like he is trying to remember which movie I'm talking about and finally.
"Aish, I forgot to movie. It was hilarious". He said while shaking his head in disbelief.
"Do you....do you ever want kids Taehyung?". That question slipped out of my mouth before I even realised, my heart start beating loudly in anticipation, nervous to think about his answer.
"I love kids....i would love to be a father someday,but before that I want to be a good husband for you-"
"What did you said?" I suddenly cut him off. He stopped at my reaction for a sec.
"I said I want to be a good husband for you my baby". He gently cooed. I went numb.
"You want to marry me....?" My voice barely came out as a wisper.
"Then who else Thea? I'm not saying I'll marry you while you're still in high school but once you're graduate from university,yeah? We can't stay forever hiding like this can we?". I sighed leaning my head on his chest as he massaged my scalp.
"I'm scared....". I expressed my fear for what feels like 100th time.
"I know....I'll here for you". He reassured.
We stayed there talking and being in each other's arms for sometimes before it was nearly four in morning and I started to feel nausea.
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I hurridly but silently came back inside my room while checking here and there to make sure no one was awake.
I stepped inside my room to see my brother's half body hanging out of bed while he was sleeping in a clumsy position.
I tried to made him sleep in a comfortable position but my nausea was getting strong and I was feeling like vomiting anytime.
So without wasting my time I ran inside the bathroom and start throwing up inside the sink.
I feel my whole head getting dizzy and a bitter taste in my mouth. Fianlly after I threw up whatever I ate last night, I washed my face and walked back inside my room and fell beside my brother.
I'm feeling like this since last one month and I'm feeling nervous day by day......how will Taehyung react? What if my family found out...? What if Irene aunty found out....?
To be continue....
