"𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐞𝐝, 𝐬𝐨 𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐠𝐚𝐳𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐮𝐦, 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐮𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐟𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐚 𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐬𝐨 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐭."
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As I made my way through the palace grounds, I could feel the baby's movements more intensely than ever. Xianzong was busy with his father, deep in discussions about important meetings and state matters, but I couldn't sit still. The baby inside seemed to be full of energy, shifting and kicking with a strength that made it hard for me to find any comfort. Every step felt heavier, and as I tried to soothe the discomfort by gently stroking my bump, it almost felt as though they were doing somersaults inside.
I paused for a moment, leaning against the cool stone wall, taking in a deep breath to steady myself. It wasn't just the physical discomfort—it was the sense of anticipation, the growing feeling that soon, everything was going to change in the most profound way. I pushed myself forward again, determined to make it to the terrace where I knew some relief awaited.
Finally reaching the terrace, I spotted the soft, fluffy chairs with blankets already laid out, as if someone knew I'd be in need of them. Carefully, I lowered myself into one, moving slowly to avoid the sharp twinges of discomfort that seemed to accompany every shift in position. Once I was seated, I wrapped the blanket around myself and exhaled deeply, trying to find some peace amidst the constant movement inside me.
The baby shifted again, and I winced slightly, placing my hand on my bump as if to calm them. "You're quite the active one, aren't you?" I whispered softly, smiling despite the discomfort. Though the movements were overwhelming, there was something magical about feeling the life growing inside me, a constant reminder that soon, I'd be holding them in my arms.
I leaned back, letting the soft breeze from the terrace cool my skin, and closed my eyes for a moment. The palace around me was quiet, and for a brief moment, I could almost forget the discomfort as I let the peacefulness of the terrace settle over me.
As I leaned back, trying to find a position that eased the discomfort, the baby's kicks and movements grew more intense. It felt like a relentless surge from within, as if they were stretching to every corner of my body, leaving me breathless. I placed both hands on my swollen belly, trying to soothe the restless life inside, but the pressure kept building. Sweat gathered on my forehead, trickling down the side of my face. Every movement the baby made felt sharper, heavier, as though they were far larger than they should be at this stage.
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