Mum's Offer

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I think,

Just a bit to much,

I think,

But way too deeply,

I think I want to,

Should I think about this,

Would it be better,

Should I accept her offer,

Yes mum's offer,

The offer of my tablets back,

I need them I guess,

I broke my clean streak,

So I need help starting a new,

I think I will accept,

But then I'll be heartless,

I won't care,

Nothing will bother me,

I won't be happy

Or sad,

But then I'll cope better,

I feel horrible,

Like I'm worthless and weak,

I feel shit,

Like I proved them right,

That I could handle it

And that I was stupid.

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