If They Push

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Why,

Why am I writing again,

Every time,

Every single time,

Something great happens,

I feel like its all gonna get better,

Then I'll get some news,

It would break me,

I'll crumble,

Fall and hide,

I'm a mess,

I can't be fixed,

That's why I go for second base,

Second base is attention,

If people at least know,

At least acknowledge,

See what I am going through,

See the pain I have,

It makes me feel horrible,

But yet again I feel better,

At least I know,

If they talk to me about it,

Ask about those scars,

Question my actual mood,

I at least get another push,

A push to just keep waiting,

To keep going,

Until I finally get what I deserve.

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