Anxiety Wants To Be Depression

My Heartless Heart

Oh my fucking gosh,

Look I have no heart,

Can't you see that,

I don't want to hurt u,

Or anyone,

Why do you think I keep to myself,

I don't need this,

I want it,

I deserve it,

But I can't feel it,

I feel nothing,

That's no joke,

Sex, touching, kissing and love,

Nothing, I get nothing from it,

I believe in love,

But I can't feel it,

Yes I have care,

Yes I am kind,

But I'm heartless,

My dad shattered half,

The boy shattered the other,

I don't really care much,

Not even bout my baby sis,

I will defend her,

I wont let harm come,

And I will fake love,

But the only thing,

That truly gets something,

Is my horses,

They are my heart,

Unless u understand them,

Just like me,

Then you won't get my heart.