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chanize pov

Daddy pick mi up.mi nice father, mi love him , him give mi anything mi want .but have you feel so different.  I mean I am not slim or slim thick . I am just short and thick. I just wish I was  so perfect.  But y god just y . Raheem lef mi cause mi fat y. Today the 6 former boy help mi , fi the first  time someone   ask  mi if mi  ok.him never look at mi no way . Him smile and  him ask if mi ok . Him even ask fi mi gram. But what if him a play with mi . No ,y .mi  a overthink. Him will never text mi .I am not .....forget. mi lay down as usual but a notification come pon mi phone , mi look  someone text mi .

Gram:
??:wsp, chanize right?
Mi: yes, you
??:the guy for today,  azaro
Mi: hi azaro,  I thought you will never text
Azaro: y not, so chanize, how yuh uniform get dirty.
Mi: long story

Mi see him a call, mi run close mi room door cause daddy nuff sometime.

Call:
Azaro: I have time

His smile cute with his locs.

Mi: well....

Mi tell him everything  happened today.
Him listen and laugh. Him was actually talking to mi , we on the call fi 3 hours now .rass mi never been on a call so long well different from mi friend them.

Azaro : uno to bad, mi never know say u can fight cause everytime mi look at u , u little and innocent.
Mi: mi , wait u a look pon mi
Azaro: mi never say that, mi can see u tomorrow please.
Mi: ok

Mi see him get up,  open his room door  and  go downstairs

Azaro: mummy!
??: yes green arm Azaro,  what is your problem.
Azaro: mi can borrow some cash for u
??: yes, mi a go put on mi g string and go round a back road🤣 .
Azaro: mummy not cool😒, u want know what M.O.M stand for ?
??:Azaro,  stop bother mi😒
Azaro: mummy come on
?? Alright,  what it stand for
Azaro: made of money
??: move u look like fart , you and yuh brother  a crawsis. 🤣🤣
Azaro: mummy  y u never tell mi say son deh yah
??: no him still at new jersey
Azaro : oh mi must blind.  U a give mi the money ?
??:yes bye
Azaro: love you mom

Mi want laugh  but mi don't want to sound like  when rat a dead.

Mi: your mother is nice
Azaro: yes , that y mi nice
Mi: move mn
Azaro: u want sleep call , mi know we just text bur come on.mi bored  and D'yqni busy a be lover boy fi luna.
Mi: wait a luna have mn
Azaro: yes , for grade 9 them deh.
Mi: what !!

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luna pov

Mi and mi mn on a call . Mi a show him mi new cloth and stress him Out. Mi have stretch mark. Mi hate them . Mi wish them just disappear.

D'yqni: babe guess what
Mi:what
D'yqni: mi love yuh stretch mark them,
Only strong woman have them.

Mi blush ,oh god . Him can read mi mind

Mi: thank you , babe I think  mi ready fi bawl out wi relationship
D'yqni: fi real
Mi: no fi fake

Wi start laugh.

D'yqni: come b please  take the clothes  before  u green them up.
Mi: a yuh balls them green
D'yqni: a so u did stay . Mi done with u
Mi:ok mi done too
D'yqni: oh from long time u want lef  mi ,  a mash up yuh bloodclaat.

Wi laugh, yo mi love him , him like a mi  mini version of mi .

Mi: go bathe , u want come
D'yqni: no mi a do homework,  go bathe and come
Mi: ok

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rudy pov

"Mi can't believe say luna have mn" mi said  to Kemar pon the phone . Mi just done bathe so mi in mi towel. Kemar want sleep,as u look pon the him ,u can see it. Mi look in the mirror and look pon mi ass , where is it.

Mi : babe mi have ass
Kemar: rudy go to yuh rass bed, what kinda questions is that,  u   are my woman,  u are perfect,  u are beauty and mi a the crawsis  in your life.

Mi smile cause him tired and him still find time fi mi. Damn I'd mi don't love one more time.mi put in mi clothes and lay down.

Mi: mi ready fi sleep
Kemar:mmmmm
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Khani pov

Mi reach home. Thank you  brandy and aunty nuh reach home.  But a 7 o'clock, which part brandy deh .we'll mi a go bathe and do homework .

Mini mi: Cinderella remember  fi cook.
Mi😒 when u going to stop.

Mi hear a knock pon the door , mi look pon the camera,  oh brandy.  Mi open the door and she walk in .not even  good night.

Anyway  a go bathe  and no cooking.
Mi just done  and look in the bathroom  mirror,  him say him rate mi but y I am not pretty or shape good. Him just a play with mi .

Mini mi: you always think say u ugly. The little acne make u say that
Mi: little,  them just nuff , mi want them fi go away  and not only that but mi stretch mark them just... forget

Mi walk out the bathroom and walk near brandy and hear she say something about  mi.

Brandy: mi cuz , she ugly so mi don't know how him fi like her , she just have little  shape that all, so mi don't have fi worry say him want her.

Mi start bawl cause  y she say that.

Mini mi: y u think anyways think she have good intentions.

Mi walk go in the room and close the door. Mi look a panty and shirt fi wear go to mi bed. Oh mi need fi go pin gram.
Mi turn on mi laptop and login in gram.
Oh them not even text the group and tell mi say them reach. Old crawbait them come be , mi a watch funny video  and come aunty ,she buy pizza. Mi take up my pizza and go in mi room . Yo mi eat and dance , someone text mi. Who done that.

Chat:

??:khani u reach home
Mi:who you😒

Cause u not even tell mi who u but u a text so what are u.

??: daneil 
Mi: yes mi reach
Daneil:so eat
Mi: yes eat, mi cam ask u
Daneil: cool
Mi: y mi
Daneil: what
Mi: y u like mi
Daneil: what kinda stupid question, yuh ask badmn
Mi: u know what good night
Daneil: mi never say mi will not answer you questions,  calm down . Mi like you cause yuh different,  the way u carry yuhself, yuh smile , yuh laugh every single thing about yuh . Yuh just perfect

Mi start bawl while a read his text, him ready mean that.but I am not

Mi: u a lie ,which guy want to be with a girl like mi and my face
Daneil: what wrong with yuh face? Cause nth wrong with it. If the acne  u worry , stop cause u look pretty with them and your personality just make u even more pretty so stop think that
Mi: like really
Daneil: mi don't talk to ugly. Go to your bed cause  u have school  tomorrow.
Mi: but principal maybe  give wi
suspension .
Daneil: don't worry about that,  that lock down.  Mi a make Tyreke deal with it.
Mi: who name so🤔
Daneil : u too nuff go to yuh bed.



.....................to be continue......................

Author :
Have u ever feel insecure about yourself?
Well I have , I have acne for I was in primary school and I try everything and nothing work but sometimes it doesn't bother me cause  it not the end of the world.  I don't to be perfect for anyone.

If u ever feel insecure u can comment and vote
Bye cherry 🍒




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