Feelings....

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Disclaimer: I don't own anything that has to do with Hunter X Hunter besides this story and your character

Warning : Story may include mature themes and phrases.
Imagine that's you character with blond hair though unless you like it like that then you can have it like that.

Killua's Pov
I immediately snapped out of those dirty thoughts when Kurapika made that comment. " Don't ruin her innocence it makes her cuter" she had blushed at this comment. Why do I feel like this? It's impossible for me to like her already right?Plus Love In First Sight doesn't exist. I honestly hate my instincts for happened next.
I had pulled (Y/N) closer to me.
Kurapika just smirked at my reaction as if he wanted that to happen but yet he gave me a glare. I just don't understand him.
"Killua?" (Y/N) asked in curiosity at what I had done.
" It's nothing I just thought..... Hisoka was coming closer to us yeah" I said as an excuse. Nice save I thought to my self.
"Oh okay ^~^" she replied as I let go of her waist.
Then a shouting interrupted our conversation.
Third person Pov
"Don't let him fool you!!! I'm the real examiner!!" He shouted as he pulled a body that looked like the guy who they had been following thorough the sewers.
Long story short Hisoka had thrown 6 cards 3 at the guy they had been following and 3 at the guy who had appeared out of no where. The real examiner ( the one they followed) caught the cards meanwhile the other one died.
"I see. I see you aren't a fraud. All examiners are Hunters they could've easily blocked that attack." Hisoka had said calmly not faded at the fact that he had killed someone without mercy.
Vultures had started to come down and feed on the dead guys body.
Kurapika had simply covered my eyes saying "This isn't something you should witness...."
The 2nd part of the 1st phase was about to begin with plenty of dropouts already.
Killua's Pov
We had continued to run through the swampish forest. I was shocked that (Y/N) and Gon could keep up with me after all they are normal kids right? I'm a kid but I'm not normal. Gon has good sight and good smell I wonder if there is a sweet behind (Y/N) smile. After all none of them were breaking a sweat.
I noticed that the distance between us and Hisoka was decreasing so I decided we should move up.
They both agreed.
" Kurapika, Leorio Killua said we should move up!" Gon shouted back at Kurapika and Leorio.
" BAAAKA! If we had the strength we would be there already!" Leorio shouted back
"Don't worry about us we will be okay. Just make sure to take care of (Y/N)" Kurapika shouted in a calm way. ( you know what I mean )
Does Kurapika like (Y/N)? Why else would he care for her and glare at me like that when I pulled her close to me. Maybe he cares for her a lot and doesn't trust me. No definitely the first option. Wait why do I care....it's not like I like her. Then why do I feel a bit of pain when some else besides me compliments her..NO I don't like her or do I...
I snapped out of my thoughts as (Y/N) was pulling on my sleeve.
"Mmhh" I said in curiosity
"Well um... While you were in deep thought.. We kinda got lost.." (Y/N) said to me innocently.
"I believe the way is this way" Gon pointed straight forward.
"Then let's go what are we waiting her for?" I said impatiently
Oringinal Pov
We had continued to walk forward until we all stopped when the ground under us started to rumble. We all looked down and before we knew it we were in a frogs stomach.
"Ew.....This is gross." I bluntly said disgusted.
I closed my eyes for literally 2 seconds and next thing I knew I had been thrown up and covered in gooey saliva.
"I guess we didn't taste good" Gon said as he scratched the back of his head.
"No it's because of this" Killua said as he held out a soda can.
" That's Tonpa's soda. Didn't you say it was expired Gon?" I asked curious
"It's not expired it's poisoned. Soda can't expire" Killua said Matter of a Factly
Me and Gon couldn't help but to sweat drop (anime style) I mean I didn't taste it because I have never had soda or any type of beer/ alcohol before since my doctors told me if I do drink alcohol I would get really drunk from the slightest sip. And soda will get me over hyperactive. But I was surprised Killua knew.
"Oh" Me and Gon said simultaneously
"Well then let's continue" Killua said as we started walking.
"Wait...I worried about Leorio and Kurapika I think I'm going to go look for them." Gon said worried
" Oh I will come with then I also worried about them" I said with a concerned look on my face.
"No you will stay. Killua make sure she doesn't follow me." Gon said as he ran off
As I was about to follow him a Killua stood In front of me.
"Well then come on the exam is in the opposite direction." Killua said.
" Well I'm following Gon so see you at the second phase." I said calmly and determined.
" No your not I told Gom I would keep you from following him." Killua said determined
"Pshhh If you don't want me to follow him your going to have to carry me over there.which you can't do." I said over confident as I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms right below my breast.
I immediately regretted what I said as Killua picked me up and put me over his shoulders.
"KILLUA PUT ME DOWN!!!IM WEARING A SKIRT ANYONE WHO WALKS BY WILL SEE MY UNDERWEAR!"
I shouted out to Killua agitated.
"You requested this didn't you?" He asked with a smirk on his face.
"Fine then.Im going to sleep." I quickly said and closed my eyes slowly drifting to sleep.
Killua's Pov
This wouldn't have happened if she didn't test me. Well on the bright side she's not heavy she extremely light actually considering the curves on her body...DONT THINK LIKE THAT. At least she's getting some sleep right.
We eventually got to the next exam sight. As we were walking through the crowd everyone was looking at us and then I remembered what (Y/N) had said,
"I'm wearing a skirt anyone we walk by will be able to see my underwear!!!" And that's when I realized that's why they were staring at us. I quickly put her down on a tree and sat next to her. She had cuddled with me burrowing her face into my chest which had cause me to blush. After while I saw Gon Leorio (beaten up) and Kurapika walk in.
Original Pov
I was in my sleep dreaming delightful dreams about Killua I don't know why but he was the only thing on my mind right now. I heard whispers around me recognizing the voices but I had heard them but ignored them and continued my sleep and ended up whispering "Killua..."
Third Person Pov
"We have to wake her up the 2nd phase is going to start soon." Leorio said
"Would anyone like to wake up a peaceful sleeping girl" Kurapika asked
"I'm good." Gon said raising his hands in a I surrender way.
"Yeah me too" Killua said with his hands in his pockets.
Then they all heard (Y/N) say Killua in a soft voice kinda like a moan. They all were shocked to hear this especially Killua. Killua was blushing a deep dark red as he looked at (Y/N) who was using his chest as a pillow.
"Well umm....That put us into an awkward situation." Kurapika said awkwardly
"So I guess Killua will wake her up." Leorio said with grin.
They all thought the same thing.What was she dreaming about that she moaned Killua.
Killua's Pov
Man now she has my blushing. I seriously wonder what she's dreaming. Is she dreaming what I think she is...No she's too innocent for that. Well I guess I should wake her up. Gon Kurapika and Leorio left since they felt awkward leaving me the only one to wake her up. I slightly tugged on her shirt saying, Wake up. Hmm I wonder if she's ticklish. I started to tickle her stomach as she immediately woke up and grabbed my hand to stop tickling her. She looked at my straight in my eyes showing sleepiness and happiness in her eyes. They looked gorgeous.
"Why did you wake me up...." She asked still half asleep as she left get if my hand.
" The second phase of about to start you know..." I said trying not to say anything wrong knowing down girls are not morning people or just don't like being woken up.
Original Pov
I rubbed my eyes trying to wake up.
" Thanks for waking me" I said full of happiness "Also thank you forgetting me use you as a pillow." I said blushing
"No problem your light so it didn't bother me" Killua said calmly
I stood up and rubbed the dust off my skirt."well then we better be off to the second exam" I said As I skipped to the gates.
"Yeah...." Killua said as he followed
I'm going to skip phase 2 because nothing really happens so I can give you a quick summary everyone failed you only failed because you didn't want to kill any animal. Then an old guy came saved the day. Every jumped in you held onto Killua's hand because the the string was breaking making him blush they you Kurapika Killua Gon and Leorio passed along with other people leaving 42 people left I think. That's basically what happened.
Original Pov
"I guess that old man really saved our behind" I said to Gon and Killua who were on both sides of me.
"Yeah I guess" Killua said
We had all felt a presence on the left side of us but no one was there. Then the old man had appeared on the right side of us. "Woah....how did you get there" I asked amazed
" You pretty fast for an old man" Killia replies with a smirk
" That little trick? I hardly moved so do you guys want to play a game?" The old man asked.
" A GAME?!?!? Yes!" Me and Gon replied
" Sure why not " Killua replied coldly
****Time Skip****
Killua had given up I chased after him to see why he had been so angry.
As I walked I saw 2 dead guys on floor. Hmm I wonder what happened.....
I saw Killua a few feet away. "Killuaaaaa... There are you are I've been looking for you!" I said to Killua as if I haven't seen him in weeks
Killua's Pov
Crap. She just had to come after me...She definitely saw the bodies she's probably going to ask me about it though.
"Hey why did you storm off? I know you have up but I have seen you so mad before." She asked with concern in her eyes.
"If I didn't I probably would've killed him..." I mumbled under my breath.
"Oh. So it was you who killed the guys back there?" She asked still concerned but curious
"Yeah....but your not scared or nothing?" I asked
"Why would I be? You wouldn't kill me." She said unfazed of the fact that I killed 2 people just now.
Something definitely happened in her past anyone would be scared right now unless they were assassins but I know she's not.
"Hey Killu.... I'm going to go to bed can I use you as a pillow again?" She asked innocently.
I was shocked by the sudden nickname but got over it.. "Sure. " I said smiling a genuine smile. we got to the room where Kurapika Leorio Hisoka and some other people. We rested in an abandoned corner of the room as she lays her head on my chest again. Once she drifts off to sleep I was about to go to sleep until I felt a feminine hand go on my part between my legs. ( I really didn't want to say the word even though I'm probably going to have to say it sooner or later .-. ) I open my eyes widely and blush. She does the weirdest things when she's asleep and doesn't notice. She ended up squeezing it which made me blush even harder and made "it" get hard.I tried to ignore it and fall asleep but I couldn't. Whenever she says something nice to me hugs me or does things like this I always blush....and that's when it hit me I like (Y/N)...... And I ended up falling asleep.. My entire dream was just a dirty concept. I woke up to find Kurapika Leorio and Gon staring at us. I looked down and see she's still squeezing it.....
"Why do we always find you guys in the most awkward positions?" Kurapika asks
"Yeah it's almost as if you plan it." Leorio states.
Gon just stays silent because of the awkwardness in the air
" Look it's not what it looks like..." I try to reason
"Funny how that's what you always say during the 1st exam during the 2nd and now. It happening again." Kurapika replies
" Look look..... We were tired and she fell asleep, first her hands wondered they landed there they stayed there for the rest of the night and through the the night she would squeeze and let go and I guess she ended up squeezing by the morning." I said trying to be calm but I failed I kept on stuttering throughout the entire explanation.
"Umm Killua maybe you should wake her up to tell her to let go your kinda blushing....a lot. And I don't know some things but I do know I would feel weird if that happened to me...." Gon said awkwardly when he finally spoke up.
"How do we wake her?" Leorio asked
I started tickling her she giggled and woke up on the bright side but in the Con side she squeeze it even tighter.
" Ummm... (Y/N) can you get your hand off my..umm body?" I asked embarrassed
She looked down...."Omg I'm so sorry I have no I idea how that happened!" She said apologetic.
"Kinda a replay of what happened last time huh?" Leorio said as he chuckled
This had caused Gon and Kurapika who couldn't hold their laugh anymore to burst out laughing.
Third person Pov
As they were laughing Killua and (Y/N) got up quickly and blushed.
" We are almost the the third phase." (Y/N) said trying to break their laughter but it didn't work.
" Sorry Killu I didn't notice." (Y/N) said embarrassed
" It's alright I guess I mean it wasn't your fault you didn't notice your were sleeping." Killua said trying to get rid of her embarrassment
" OH WE'RE HERE !!!" She practically squealed in excitement ^0^
She can not get any cuter Killua thought

Sorry about the extremely long chapter. I seriously did not expect me to write that one part ( you know which part im talk about * eyebrow wiggle * ) but I wanted to stop earlier but ideas kept on flowing to my fingers kept on typing. So anyways leave in comments or private message if you like it and I will respond. Or at least try to. But also leave in the comments if I should make it dirtier less dirty or keep it where it is on the dirty scale. Or What you want to character to be like and I will try to add it. If you have an idea about what should happen in the story private message me so if I think I should do it you won't spoil it for anyone else ^~^ or comment whatever you want so thanks for reading bye
~ Ellie

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