Ode to the Lovers (Yoongi × YN)

POV being Exchanged

(Yoongi and Jun hui went to their study spot. Then, she sat on the other side of sofa, opposite to him.  And yoongi started.)
Yoongi- umm soo where should I start from?
Jun hui- from the very starting.
Yoongi- hmm.
He began his childhood story.
Yoongi- I had a beautiful childhood. Till the age of 10 everything was, all was perfectly fine for me. My mom and dad, they gave me the best childhood, which every child deserves. U know, I learnt piano from my mom. And the intelligent brain, I got it from my father. My mom, she was an awesome pianist and a beautiful woman, having deep faith in goodness. My dad, he had some strict discipline and firm character. He was strict, but never rude.
(Jun hui was carefully listening to whatever he was saying)
Yoongi- and, you know.. I used to enjoy their company alot. But things changed. When I turned 11, everything turned upside down. My parents, they started to argue. They used to argue all the time about trivial things, over small matter, like kids. Our family time became very less. U know, my father used to work till late at night and come home very late, at the time I was sleeping and all. And my mom, she used to suffer. Suffer all the time. Then...18th August, 2019. This was the worst day of my life. My mom, she went to the doctor. She had some health issues like weakness, shortness of breathe and used to black out at times. Considering the long run symptoms, she went for check up. There... she..
(Yoongi had tears sliding down his cheeks. Jun hui sat beside him on the sofa and held his hand)
Jun hui- it's okay honey, if you can't say further. You don't have to remember it.(tears in her eyes, pulling him closer to her and hugging him)
(Yoongi hugged her back and bursted into tears)
Yoongi- I am sorry Jun hui. I am really sorry.(crying and sobbing) I am such a coward you see. I still can't face my past. I still cannot get over it. Look at me, how pathetic I am.
Jun hui- shhhh you aren't. (Rubbjng his back)
Yoongi- no I am. You Cannot give me false comfort. I know I am coward. You know, ever since I lost my mom, I promised myself I am never going to cry. Never gonna drop a single tear. But see, today... today I cried...
Jun hui- (breaking the hug and cupping his cheeks) shh.. crying is never the sign of weakness yeobo. It never is. It just shows how brave a person has been. And, little do I know, those beautiful eyes of yours, they have hidden enough secrets, those beautiful lips of yours, has to say a lot of unspoken things. And, dear, I am sorry. I really am sorry. I forced you to share your past to me. I was just outraged, it is just me being an stupid ass...
(He covered her lips with his hands and shaked his head in no.)
Yoongi- shh! Why are u stupid? For wanting to know about  your friend? For wanting to know what he has been going through? No, you aren't.  You are the purest person I ever came across. Literally, a gift from the universe. Every person deserves someone like u. And now that I have got you, I am gonna cherish u life long.
(They stayed quiet for a while)
Yoongi- (breaking the silence) u know, I am the biggest, most communal atheist in this world. In my whole life, ever since I lost my mom and had seen the worst side, I stopped praying to God. I stopped believing in him. I never thanked him or asked for anything.  I just believed in myself. Only in myself. But..(looking into her eyes.) U.... u make me bow my head in front of him. U make me subconsciously thank him. You make me pray to him, for your well being. You make me ask him for you. (Smiling at her and still looking deeper into her eyes, and she is trying her best to maintain the eye contact.) You make an atheist like me, a monk of monastery.
(Jun hui just smiled and blushed.)
Yoongi- I never feared losing anyone. I never did. But.... ever since I got to know u, I have that fear in me that I might lose you.
(Jun hui hugged him)
Jun hui- don't think those things, otherwise they might come true.
Yoongi- hmm....
(Yoongi took something out from his bag. They were evil eye bracelets.)