Ode to the Lovers (Yoongi × YN)

A Journal

(It has been a week since jun hui got into that issue in the cafe, and a week since sun jae comforted her. The incident at the cafe bough Sun Jae and Jun hui closer to eachother. They have started to talk to each other and share their daily life with each other. It is the beginning stage of the friendship.
In Jun hui's case, she feels okay-ish. Okay-ish cause someone's willing to listen her and okay-ish because someone's actually seeing her sad side. Many people are unable to see behind her smile. But sun jae, he can. No matter how much she says that it was just caffeine which did that to her, and just study stress, Sun Jae completely disagrees and just keeps saying what is it which u are hiding from the world. And, at the same time, he says "take your time to open up. I don't care how long it will take u. I am gonna wait for your heart to open up. Even if it takes forever." But she knows she is never gonna open up near him because he has enough struggles, and she was the eldest daughter too.

For Sun Jae, he feels as if, he found the person around whom he can be vulnerable. Cause he remembers he cried his eyes out in front of her. He remembers how he just opened as a book in front of her. He remembers how he felt near her, how he felt her hands in his. He feels good whenever he remembers those days. For the first time in his life, someone finally heard him. Someone Finally took his side. He felt as if universe was giving him the "gift of his struggles! " As if universe is blessing him.And hence, he wants to do the same for her.)

(Today,  after school, sun jae wanted to meet Jun hui, for only one week is left for his debut and he is gonna be very busy. He was waiting for her at the school gate. When the school time got over, Jun hui came out, looking rather devastated.  Her bag was hung on her one shoulder and she was slowly walking. Her hairs were completely distorted, untangle. Sunjae's gut feeling were getting more stronger. He waved at Jun hui,  when she caught his attention. Jun hui smiled at him.)
Jun hui- hey.
Sun jae- (his eyes were forming small tears, thinking what is hurting her so much. It was not sympathy, but empathy, for he was able to feel the hurt. ) hey
Jun hui- let's go...(showing him her smile, which never fails to light up the life.)
(Sun jae kept his hand on her shoulder and started walking. They reached the bus stop.)
Jun hui- where are we going, sun jae-ya?
Sun Jae- u are gonna love it. (smiling at her)

(they sat on the bus. They both were talking about some stuffs, but Jun hui was not speaking much. Sun jae felt as if she was badly hurt by someone.)
Sun jae- u weren't always like this, right?
Jun hui- like how?
Sun jae- so quiet....
Jun hui- huh?
Sun jae - u know, when I look into your eyes, I feel as if you are hiding alot of things, as if you have alot of things to say. But you wanna say those things to someone who is put of your reach, with whom u can never contact. (Smiling at her)
Jun hui- ah..(flustered because he is reading her eyes, her face as if she is a book)an...aniyo...
Sunjae raised his eyebrows but then smiled at her.
Sun jae - I already said, I am gonna wait for as long as I can.
Jun hui- forever?(questioning)
Sun jae- forever, eternity, infinity,  all are too short to wait for you.  (Smiling, making her feel happy. She smiled back at him.)

Jun hui- u will have to wait.
Sun jae- I will. (Softly pulling her cheeks.)
(They reached their Destination.  It was an art gallery. She smiled brightly looking at it.)
Jun hui- I love art galleries.!!(Shouting,  as if she was back in her old form. She ran around, here and there.... like a kid. But, she forgot that her zips were not close. So, her journal fall out of her bag. Sun jae saw it , and picked it up. He was about to give that to her, when a photo fall. It was of non other than- Yoongi.

It was taken as if he was unaware of it. He was wondering who he is. So, he decided to take her diary. He kept that journal in his bag and ran behind Jun hui.)
Sun aje- ya you brat! Wait for me!

(They ran all the way inside. Jun hui saw a portrait, which her favorite musician, Kim Namjoon had posted on his instagram account. )
Jun hui-(shocked) omo!!
Sun jae- ehat is it?
Jun hui- u know, Kim namjoon posted this!!!!!!!!!
(shouting)
Sun jae- ohhh!
Jun hui- how I love Kim Namjoon!! U know,  he is the best guy ever. I love him to no extent.
Sun jae- hmmm... in future I wish to work with him!
Jun hui- if you Do, please give me his autograph.
Sun jae- what if u yourself meet him one day?
Jun hui- even if I will, it won't be as a friend, but just a fan to idol interaction.  Anyways, it would be enough for me. (Smiling)
(Sun jae smiled at her. He felt as if he is with a little girl.)

(They saw more paintings, and finally the time came when it was to bid farewell to eachother. They sat on the bus and reached their home town. )
Jun hui- I can go now. I had so much fun today, Sun jae-ya. 
Sun jae- hmm..*smiling at her* go..
Jun hui- yea I will.
(She started walking. Sun jae stood there, and waited till she disappeared from his sight. He then walked to his office and reached his room. He unpacked her bag and took out the journal.  In that journal,  at the first page, it was written

Even if you leave,
I am never gonna move on.
Because u were the one who took all the love in my heart and left me.
Left me with no love.
Left me with just deep wounds and sadness.

Reading these lines, Sun jae's heart clenched. He switched the pages and found th picture of the same guy.

(Pic credit- pinterest)