Courage

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Will I ever get the courage to tell him I love him? I've been hurt so many times before. I'm afraid that if I tell him I love him back, I will lose him just like everyone else I have ever loved.

I don't know if I could experience the hurt that comes with love. What if he dies, leaves or cheats on me? What if CG makes me choose them over him? What if one of us has to leave to protect the other?

If that happens I don't know if I could live, especially in Los Santos where I met him. I would have to leave and never come back. I would have to abandon my CG family, Yuno, April, and new and old friends.

It would hurt the most if he left me...

...more than anyone else

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