I need you MARJ

Not this again.

The next day my eyes awake to a dark room. I quickly scramble to sit up as the door to my room swings open, the bright fluorescent light clicked I. Bliding me. Marjorie running in aut followed and finally... my father. "Reece," my father shouts . Marjorie is stood at the side of the bed hugging me As she quickly scrambles to get off me my father walks over and pulls her off. "Move out my way you pathetic little bitch," I see Marjorie's eyes tear up. "Don't you speak to her like that," I point at him with all my strength. " don't speak to your father like that boy," he says staring at me with those toxic eyes. "You're a pathetic man, led here, cuts on your wrist, parading around pretending to have an eating disorder... your such a disgusting filthy pathetic man, or should I even call you that," he says spitting at me. "Fuck you! I wish you were never my son, your the reason she left, not me, you!" He says as he gets tackled by aut. I feel Marjorie stroke my cheek as aut drags him out. He shouts are curses at her and me. "Darling, look at me," she pulls my check to look at her. "Please don't listen," she begs. I can't promise I know I'll fail so instead I pull her in for a warm embrace. Fee her warm body wrap around me. "Reece promise me," she says breaking the hug. "I promise," I say. I shouldn't have done that I won't keep it not with the thing that have just been shouted in my face. My father makes me thing they are all true and they as well be... that attempt should have worked. So why didn't it?

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A few months later.

The last few months have been well eventful. I had another relapse. This time I was so close to actually dying. But all is well. My scars have faded just in time for one of Marjorie's nephew's
Birthday party. I hoped in the car Marjorie following soon after. I start the rolls-Royce and slowly back out of the garage. I have one hand on the steering wheel and one on my previous girlfriend. Resting there stroking her thigh. " alright then mr piranha," here are  the directions. She said as she types them into the satnav. We drive and talk. She talks about her brother and how he came out and how he's very protective and how he hates meeting new people but he was excited to meet me. She then talked about his boyfriend. He was sweet and kind, like opposites attract. She said he gives off the same energy as me. "Golden retriever" I nod my head and listen. I exited to meet then too especially the birthday boy Rex. The small firey red head that loves meet new people. "Sounds like is going to be an interesting day," I say pulling into the road to see a large, old , cottage packed full of cars. "Right then," I say open the door and walking round to open hers. "Thank you mr piranha," she said standing Up grabbing the my neck and pull me in to her. He lips meet mine as she kissed me rough. "Do you think you can wait till later?" She said winking. "Oh I don't know," I said sighing. We walked up to the door I let her step forward to knock the door. We wait a few seconds as we hear screams of joy and a deep voice tell them to steep back. The door opens to reveal a 5,2 man with a long ginger bead and a tall black haired man with his arms crossed and a small subtle smile. "Marjorie, and-" he was cut off by little Rex. "Mr piranha!" The kiddo yelled. I start laughing with him. I nudge Marjorie in the arm and she star blushing. "Sorry daring," she whispers giggling. "Nice to meet you Reece," says the tall man. "Sorry for not introducing myself," he walks forward. Hes about the same hight and weight as me. "I'm Edward, Marjorie's brother," he holds his hand out. "Nice to meet you mate," I say as I shake hand and pull him in for a hug both patting each other on the back as we did. We broke away and Rex jumped up giving me a hug. He climbed down and grabbed my hand dragging me out to their beautiful back garden with a view of the rolling hills side. He showed me the garden and his play place and the bouncy castle which took up most of the bottom half of the garden. "Wow kiddo this looks like fun how about you go play while I go talk to Antie marge and your dads," I say as I let go off his hand. He runs off yelling his friends names. I walk back up the garden to see Marjorie. Her brother and his boyfriend looking at me smiling. "You did pick a goodin," I heard Edward say. "Yeah I quess I did," I saw Marjorie look me up and down. I smile at her before going up stairs to the toilet. I sit on the floor, hold my head with my hands, I hear and see everything my father has done, what he's done to me aut and Mia, I hear all the things he said. I shouldn't but, I want to,
I feel like it's my job to prove to him. I need to prove who I am. As I hover above the toilet preparing I hear little foot steps outside the door. "Reece?" I hear a little boy ask. "Are you not feeling good?" His innocent voice brings a smile. "I need a wee," I hear him say dancing around. I clear my throat. "Alright kiddo, I'll be out now stand back from the door so I don't hit you," I say as I swing the door round. Rex runs past me so I shut the door. "Can you stay? I don't like being on my own," I hear him whisper. "Yeah, I'll be right here," I lean over the banister look over the grand entrance way. I think about how a young  child had know  idea what I was doing in there but still managed to make me stop. I hear the door handle click so I jump back to the present moment. "Do you want me to tell antie MARJ that your not feel well?" He say coming up to hug me legs. "No it's okay, I'm feeling better I'll come down," I say bending down to hug him. "Ok, follow me!" He grabs me hand causing me to bend to down. He lead me down the stairs and into the kitchen. Where I see Marjorie talking to Edward. Edward's see Rex pulling me. "Darling, he's not going to run off you can let him go," he says smiling at me.  Rex pulls a sad face and lets go of my jumper sleeve. He hugs me before running off. "So mr piranha, I've heard about the dick of a father you have," he says looking at me, "I've meet him before," he pauses looking at Marjorie. "HES A FUCKING DICK HEAD!" He looks at me laughing. "I'm so glad your nothing like him,"
He smiles at me. "Edward!" I hear his boyfriend David but in. "Language!" He says look at him. "Sorry, but... we were talking about roger knight so it's needed," he says flicking him. David looks up at him. "You didn't tell me this one is from the knight family?" He says walking over to me, "I mean how could I tell he dresses like a lower class," he says before we all burst out laughing. "I don't have time for fancy clothes," I say smiling, "well I can certainly tell," he says patting me on the arm, as he dose he rides up my sleeves be accident. He looks up at me before pulling me into a hug. Edward looks at the two of us. David brakes the hug a gestures at Edward to take off his jumper. I watch as the man takes off  the knitted green jumper he was wearing. He reveals his arms and I see his scars. "I," he clears he throat. "I know what you going through," he says looking at me. "We just tell Rex it scars from fighting bears" he says laughing. "That's a good cover," I say walking over to the kitchen to get a drink. Edward follows me. "I'm here if you need to talk," he says patting my shoulder. "Thanks, the same goes for you, I just find it hard to talk about things," I say leaning against the counter. " me too," he says picking up a mini sausage roll. For the next hour we just have a nice conversation getting to know each other talking about mental heath and horrible parenting. Before I know it it's the end of the party and me and Marjorie say goodbye to all the kids and the grown-ups. Before I hug Edward and David goodbye. What a lovely day.

A/n
I'm NOT writing summit chapters, manly as I feel really awkward writing them. But I think this is a very nice chapter, but it only goes down here from now....