"Wings" I muttered.
Before I could speak Shin suddenly held my cheek forcing me to look at him then he kissed me.
My eyes widened but softened at the feeling of Shins lips with mine.
Shin deepened the kiss.
He bit my lip making it bleed.
The taste of my own blood lingered on my tongue and Shin's.
I closed my eyes and remembered.
Shin is an angel.
Shin has wings.
Shin is..... A warrior.
Like me.
Shin broke the kiss.
I remembered the wings I saw in my dreams.
They weren't other angel's wings and they weren't Shin's..... They were mine.
I remembered an war.
I remembered a sword in my hands.
I remembered being bloody.
I remembered what I was called,
angulus memorias.
The war that I fought in was the war of demons.
But if I'm an angle why am I here?
Why did I remembered all of this?
Shin. I looked at shin. He knows.
I know him from somewhere.
His my.... Friend.
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Shin was my friend.
He'd tell stories every time we are alone.
Stories of love.
I'd always listen.
We would take walks.
Every time he meets up with me after his training with the other angels he'd always hug me.
He picked flowers for me every time he gets a chance.
But we were just friends....
We are both angels with the same gender.
So loving each other would be unacceptable.
"I'm scared"
"Don't be, my friend. I'm here to protect you"
Those are the words I remembered from Shin before entering the battlefield with him.
His sword shined brightly like him.
Mine reflected like memories.
Memories with him.
As he swings his sword at demons, leaving trails of blood while mine can see through the demons dark memories.
I'm not as strong as Shin, physically but I always fought mentally.
I can see and feel everyone's past and pains as long as I taste their blood.
I had the ability that other angels thought it's demonic.
I was the black sheep because I had iregular wings.
Shin's wings are pearly white with gold ones while mine is like a moth.
One day I saw one of the seraphims yell at Shin.
I didn't know why.
The seraphim looked at me once then suddenly vanished Shin down earth, the human realm, the place we fought together.
My heart clenched, I almost cried.
The seraphim ordered me to answer a question.
"Are you aware that Shin is in love with you"
My heart skipped a beat.
I shook my head.
Days became weeks and weeks became months and months became years.
Years of agony and pain.
Without Shin I couldn't protect myself.
Without Shin I'm hopeless.
Without Shin I got no one to look up to.
Without Shin I don't have anyone to love me.
So I hid myself to learn witchcraft.
A demon spell that Iearned specifically.
A spell that can grant me a wish so powerful no one can stop it but it came with a price.
My wings and my memories.
The angels disapproved of me anyways so what else will I lose?
I did the spell without hesitation.
My wish was to bring me back to Shin.
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That's why I'm here.
I cried.
I tasted my own blood and it actually broke the unbreakable spell or so I thought.
Shin looked at me, knowing I already remember him.
I was so overwhelmed so much that I started glowing.
I felt a sensation on my back, and it was my wings emerging.
I saw my wings fluttering and glowing on Shin's eyes.
The wings of a moth.
I didn't expected to end so quickly.
My spell ended then.
Since my spell broke I'm gonna pay the consequences.
I suddenly got pulled by a strong force.
Shin yelled as I was pulled on the air towards the house.
I got so scared and flustered I crawled into a ball my wings covering me.
I peaked through my wings and saw a bright light emerging on the distance.
As I was being pulled away the light suddenly bursts.
Shin was flying towards me.
I heard madam Marian and the others shouting below me.
They tried to stop me from being pulled into the lake.
Before I was pulled into the lake I heard madam Marian shout "Feather! No!"
I was already deep inside the lake.
I was already drowning, not by the water but by my own regrets.
I couldn't breathe.
But the new memories I made with him made the pain of my lungs bloom like flowers.
I was ready to accept my faith knowing that I loved him.
Before I could pass out I saw light.
Not from the heavens but from him.
He swam rapidly towards me.
I was still being pulled.
I passed out but felt feathers on my skin.
I opened my eyes and saw myself on Shins arms while both on the ground. His eyes were glowing golden.
He's crying.
No one can break a spell and if someone did they won't go back to where they came from after all.
they'll be punished, I knew that because I saw my wings molten.
My body cracking.
I'm far from saving.
My wings are already dying.
I'm not a demon nor a human.
I'm no longer an angel worthy of its name. Worthy of it's wings.
But at least I enjoyed my time.
Shin was begging the gods not to take me.
He was sobbing uncontrollably while caressing my hair.
I smiled at him.
"I lived long enough to realise I love you Shin. My memories with you are precious. Precious enough to keep breaking chains of rules but my memories are the one keeping me away from you"
"Please no.
don't be the one leaving"
"I'll come back as always but not this time"
"Then stay. I beg of you"
"I no longer can. I'll meet you in another life.
The heavens and hell just don't want us in this one"
He kissed me one last time.
His golden tears fell on my cheek.
This is the memory that brought me back.
The memory I wanted.
But I wish I could make more memories with him.
The end.
