He hugged me tight and kiss me hard. I kissed him back and and put my arms around his neck. I didnt want to stop kissing him and I never wanted to let him go. When we stopped kissing we looked at each other and giggled. I looked at him and said,
"Hi," because I didn't know what to say to him after what just happened.
"Hi" he said back with a smile on his face.
We sat there holding eachother I turned the other way on the railing so I can look at the glorious view. So now my back was facing Naveen and his stomach was up against my back. We sat there forever just talking and laughing. I mean we did this all the time but...but this time it just seemed different. I didn't have to worry about loving Naveen and him not loving me back. Im so happy that he loves me and I don't have to worry about messing up our friendship. I turned my head and looked at Naveen and asked,
"So...are we dating or just playing it cool and not telling anyone?"
"Well whatever you want I want you to be happy." He said waiting for me to decide.
I never responded I just turned my head away and thought about if I really wanted to date him or if I just wanted to be friends. I really do love him, but I wonder what people would say back home. Naveen and I have been through everything together and some people say that we should have been siblings and others say that we would make a great couple. I just don't want people to think of me different and say that i'm kind of dating my brother, but I also want to be happy like Naveen said. I had a lot to think about, but not right now...right now was the time to enjoy the fact that Naveen actually loves me back and I love him, and were here together and alone.
Out of no where I started having major chest pains. I looked at Naveen and he knew something was wrong. He ran to go get help. While running to go get help he yelled back at me,
"JUST HOLD ON TO THE RAILING AND DON'T LET GO! I'LL BE BACK." I panicked and held on to the railing as hard as I can like Naveen told me to. It seemed like forever until Naveen came back. I saw him running threw the door with other people behind him. I couldn't hold on anymore and let go. I saw Naveen reaching his hand out trying to grab me but he was too late. I felt my hair flowing thru the wind. It felt like I was flying until...CLUNK! I hit the ground. I knew I was dying but before I did I yelled
"HELP!"
