Unexpected Love [RadioStatic]

Chapter 5. What do you Want?

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{Alastor's Pov}

"What do you want Vox?"

"I want to talk to you..."

"Why?"

"Well I wanted to tell you I'm sorry..."

"???"

"I'm sorry for the way I treated you... You didn't deserve that! I'm also sorry that I tried forcing you to love me! Also for the invitation to the Vee's..."

"Hmm.... Okay I uh forgive you,"

"Do you or are you just saying that so I can leave?"

I started to shake when he said leave, I didn't wanna be alone, I also didn't really wanna go down to the others I just wanted a distraction. I don't get why I'm shaking so much? I started to breath a bit heavily, I don't know why but I don't wanna be alone...

"Alastor are you okay? You're breathing quite heavily and shaking a lot?"

"Y-Yeah I'm fine! Don't worry about me!"

"But you are my old friend and I want to be your friend again and I really care about you! So please talk to me..."

I saw Vox lift his arms up as a gesture for a hug, why does he care so much? Why do I want him to hold me? There are so many thought spiraling down my head, I walked up close to Vox and hugged him back, as I started to cry, I didn't know why I started crying but I'm just glad I'm not alone anymore...

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{Vox's Pov}

I held Alastor close to me, I'm glad he took the hug but I didn't expect him to start crying? I'm very worried about him but at least he let me hug him for comfort I guess? But I still wanna know what he Is going through...

Alastor looked a lot different from the last I saw him, he had his hair up In a messy looking bun, his usual atire, he was in a dark red sweater, and a different type of black pants from his usual ones. But I didn't dig to deep In to the situation I just hugged Alastor close to me and made sure he was doing okay... He definitely needed a hug,

"You wanna go In your room so people don't see you crying?"

"Y-Yeah... I'd like that,"

"Okay you first. Since you're the one crying,"

"Oh you shut up!"

I heard Alastor laugh It was cute how he laughed... WHAT AM I SAYING?! I need to control myself and my feelings, I can't lose him again to my dumb feelings. I looked around to make sure no one was watching and none other than Lucifer was watching, this bitch!

I saw Lucifer chuckle, smiled, gave me a wink and a thumbs up, I assumed he probably just wanted to make sure I didn't screw things up like I usual do. What Is wrong with that divorced man-

I walked Into Alastor's room and closed the door and sat next to him on his bed. He was on the edge of the bed so I just sat next to them,

"So you wanna tell me whats wrong?"

"I honestly don't even know..."

"You wanna start explaining how you are feeling or how this all started happening?"

"Yeah... So I was talking to Lucifer about you know you! About the whole thing YOU did, and after he left the room... I don't know I had a weird sense to just you know cry, scream, I was very shaky, and I just didn't want to be alone. I felt very uncomfortable In my own body! So I changed my clothes..."

Well that explains why he Isn't In his usual clothing. Maybe his messy hair as well, I kept listening to Alastor talk, I also didn't like how he bolded out the you when talking about me. I guess that's a sign he Is still mad at me which he has every right to be!

"I then went to the bathroom over there and stare at myself In the mirror judging myself! I then started to shake a lot to the point I had to hold on to the sink. I did almost slip off a few times, I then let go and sat on the floor pulling my hair because I didn't wanna end up crying..."

"Hm... Hey maybe taking a shower and I can go ahead and get you some comfort food?"

"I uh, yeah that be nice but what's a comfort food?"

"It's something you eat when you're stressed or just very uncomfortable! Do you have a food you usually eat that makes you happy?"

"I guess Jambalaya?"

"Anything else?"

"Well I only like It how my mother makes It and myself... Because well I only know how to make It,"

"Alright do you have something else that I can make for you?"

"Could I have warm chocolate milk with cookies?"

"Like the ones I used to make?"

"Yeah... I'm gonna go ahead and shower,"

"Alright you do that!"

I got up and left Alastor's room, I'm glad he remembers the cookies I made. I went downstairs to the kitchen to go make the cookies so he could enjoy them, I first warmed up the milk he wanted and started to bake the food he wanted. Luckily the others are off doing their own things, so I can bake these cookies with out people barging In asking me what I'm doing.

I finished up the cookies and started to head up to Alastor's room, I sat on the edge of his bed and left the cookies and the warmed up milk on the table and waited for him to finish up showering. I'm glad I could help him out I hope me and him can be friends.

I know he Is still mad at me but... I just hope that he will forgive me In a proper way, because I know he only said that the first time because he just wanted me to leave but I'm glad he at least let me stay to help. But at least this Is a way I can let him know I changed. I sat there for a but waiting for Alastor to be done In the shower In my own thoughts for a bit...

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☆Author's Notw: I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I think the near end of the chapter was kinda rushed but I do hope you enjoy It overall! Have a good day or night☆
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