schizophrenic love

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"You can do this. "I whispered to myself before opening brandons door.

He was actually just sitting on the bed staring at something in his hands. "Good morning brandon." I said trying to be a bit cheerful. "Hi." he muttered. 

Well least I know he doesn't always freak out around others.

"How are you." I asked. "Tired." he said softly.  "Did you not sleep well." I asked.  "They kept me awake."he said softly.  I frowned and shook my head dismissing the topic. " Ok well would you please come and eat with the others." I said. He shook his head still staring at his hands. "Brandon listen you have lost a lot of weight and if you lose more they will put you into permanent mental hospital smaller room then this locked in all day is that what you want" I asked.  He shook his head a few tears running down his face.  "Thats what I thought will you please come eat." I asked.  "Can I eat in here." He asked softly. "Will you eat all of it. " I asked. He nodded. "Alright come on." I said reaching my hand out. "Dont touch me." He snapped. I sighed. "Brandon come on." I said opening the door again.  He climbed off his bed and shuffled past me into the empty hall. "Follow me." I said leading him to the cafeteria were most of the patients were.

his eyes widened and he backed up and landed on his butt and covered his ears.

Brandon...whats wrong.i asked kneeling down. "To many to many to many." he repeated rocking. "To many what..people?"  I asked.  He nodded. I sighed again.  "Ok fine..go back to your room and I will get you some food ok." I said. 

He nodded and slowly stood up staring at the floor. I got him some food and went back to his room were he sat on the floor crying. I set the food on the table and knelt down.

" Brandon." I said. he shook his head and cried harder. I put my hand on his shoulder and he flinched.  I pulled back. "I gotta go just tell someone if you need me." I said standing. "No..wait!" He said. "What." I asked. "Will you please stay with me..I don't wanna be alone..I don't wanna be scared of people I just wanna be normal and you make me feel like everything will be ok and." He said tears rushing from his eyes. "I will stay..and I will help you..I promise." I said.