Khaotung, a 26-year-old adult, wishes to undo the past to find a way to save his high school crush, First. Unable to move on from his tragic past, Khaotung faces depression, wanting to end his own life.
He didn't expect to wake up from jumping off...
Khaotung tried to dismiss the situation in the hospital. His delusions got the best of him. There was no way First meant it sexually. It was a normal reaction.
First didn't like men!
He doesn't like me in that way!
He takes a deep breath as he walks onto the school premises, spotting the others in the corner of his eye. He avoids them as his music blushes in his ear, not hearing them as they call him over to greet him. His hoody is pulled over his head, and he ignores them as he walks to class, pretending not to see them.
First was dismissed from the hospital and allowed to go to school. He had to take it easy, so they agreed he would only stay for the morning classes. First's ankle recovered over the weekend. But he wasn't allowed to walk on it yet. Since his wrist is in a cast, he can't use crutches, so he has to use a wheelchair until he can put support on his ankle again.
He was bumped out because he was worried he couldn't play the final match. The team was at a loss because two of their best players couldn't play. Drake was benched, and First got injured. They had barely any fate left. But the doctor promised that if First recovered well, he could play.
Like he said, you play with your feet, not your hands.
Through school hours, First was getting a lot of attention. His girlfriend benefited from that. Acting all the sweet, supportive girlfriend, helpful, getting popularity points. Showing who he belongs to. Khaotung hated it. She barely even visits him and when mostly acts lovely dovely in school.
Who knows what she does after hours, but she's not with First. She always has an excuse to ditch him. This makes him feel lonely, so he goes to khaotung. Knowing that Khaotung drops everything for him.
Not this time. Khaotung wanted to distance himself. He felt that he was getting too close and misinterpreted his feelings. First liked him but as a friend.
First tries to reach out to Khaotung, but he avoids him, pretending not to hear him or see him. Making the group think he's angry with them or something.
Everyone noticed that he had distanced himself lately from everyone. Sure, he still talked to Love sometimes, but his close connection to socialisation was First, and now he's avoiding him too. Mark already felt hurt that he was pushed aside. But honestly, he hasn't hung out with them because he's too focused on Jamie, trying to figure that relationship out.
