Khaotung, a 26-year-old adult, wishes to undo the past to find a way to save his high school crush, First. Unable to move on from his tragic past, Khaotung faces depression, wanting to end his own life.
He didn't expect to wake up from jumping off...
Khaotung has slowly opened up to First again, as promised, they were taking things slow. First courted him daily, giving him sweet messages and gifts and sometimes sneaking pecks on his cheek whenever someone looked. They spend most of their time in the studio, as Khaotung likes to play the guitar. Together, they sing songs, like from Coldplay or Polycat.
Khaotung started writing again as inspiration kept on flowing. It was nice, they slowly reconnected. But with happiness, there is also darkness lingering around.
Since First came back into Khaotung 's life, he started to have nightmares again. The accident repeated in his mind. Causing him to have trouble sleeping. The bad memories followed him, along with the feelings he was having back in the hospital.
He started to retake his medication, hoping it would stop, but they didn't. Khaotung hid his depression from his friend. He didn't even know First knew about it. He started to retreat more since he was constantly tired because of his insomnia.
No one was alert, not even First.
"Hey," First lays his hand on Khaotungs's thigh as they watch a movie. He looks to his side with a worried expression "Are you alright?"
Khaotung looks at him with a small smile, trying to hide he is dazed off. Leaning his head on his shoulder as he nodded. "I'm just tired," he said.
He was on a date with First, maybe their 10th one already. Slowly but surely, they became more affectionate. They were holding hands and leaning on one another. Khaotung even permitted hugs as they felt at home. Alan grew taller, and his arms became more muscular as he spent more time at the gym often. He gained around five kilos of muscle. That's quite a lot. He was as muscular as Neo now, and those two sometimes face who's stronger. Neo liked First since they became gym buddies, and sometimes Win joins in.
He liked how First adapted to the friend group so easily, but that's First. Nothing is hard for him to be liked. Everyone adores him and wants to be with him. It made Khaotung jealous sometimes when all those girls were over him, if only they knew.
He keeps saying he's seeing someone or courting them, but they keep trying. They want proof that he's officially dating someone before they back down. Sometimes, Khaotung wants to kiss him right before everyone, so they leave him alone.
