Khaotung, a 26-year-old adult, wishes to undo the past to find a way to save his high school crush, First. Unable to move on from his tragic past, Khaotung faces depression, wanting to end his own life.
He didn't expect to wake up from jumping off...
Khaotung has slowly opened up to First again, as promised, they were taking things slow. First courted him every day as he gave him sweet messages, gifts and sometimes a sneaking peck on his cheek whenever one was looking. They spend most of their time in the studio, as Khaotung likes to play the guitar. Together, they sing songs, Like from Coldplay or Polycat.
Khaotung started to write again as the inspiration kept on flowing. It was nice, they slowly reconnected. But with happiness, there is also darkness lingering around.
Since First came back into Khaotung 's life, he started to have nightmares again. The accident repeated in his mind. Causing him to have trouble sleeping. The bad memories followed him, along with the feelings he was having back in the hospital.
He started to take his medication again, hoping it would stop, but they didn't. Khaotung hid his depression from his friend. He didn't even know First knew about it. He started to retreat more since he was constantly tired because of his insomnia.
No one was alert, not even First.
"hey," First lays his hand on Khaotungs thigh as they are watching a movie. He looks to his side as he has a worried expression on his face. "Are you alright?"
Khaotung looks at him with a small smile, trying to hide the fact that he dazed off. Leaning his head on his shoulder as he nodded. "I'm just tired" he spoke.
He was on a date with First, maybe their 10th one already. Slowly but surely, they became more affectionate. They were in the holding hands and leaning on each other state. Khaotung even allowed hugs since they felt like home. First got bigger, and his arms were muscular as he hit the gym more often.
He gained around five kilos of muscle. That's quite a lot. He was as muscular as Neo now, and those two sometimes face who's stronger. Neo liked First since they became gym buddies, and sometimes Win joins in.
He liked how First adapted to the friend group so easily, but that's First. Nothing is hard for him to be liked. Everyone adores him. Want to be with him. It made Khaotung jealous sometimes when all those girls were over him, if only they knew.
He keeps saying he's seeing someone or courting them, but they keep trying. They want proof that he's officially dating someone before they back down. Sometimes, Khaotung wanted to kiss him right in front of everyone, so they just left him alone.
