Best Friends

11

Roseanne

When I woke in the morning, Lisa was spooning me from behind, her arms wrapped around me protectively. I knew she wasn't awake yet, I could hear her deep breathing in my ear, I loved the sound of her breathing when she was asleep. When I was a kid and she used to stay over I used to lay awake for ages listening to the calming sound of her rhythmic breathing.

I smiled happily as I remembered last night when she told me she loved me, and all the things that we did, the thought of them had my body already tingling in anticipation of those things that would happen again and hopefully would be happening a lot from now on. I thought about having sex with Lisa, what it would be like, whether it would hurt. I decided that I needed to get on the pill and fast because I wanted her so badly that it would only be a matter of time.

I briefly panicked that she might have changed her mind in the night but I pushed this away quickly, she wouldn't have changed her mind, that's just me starting to second guess her like I did the last two times when I said I just wanted to be friends. I knew better now, she was in love with me and I was in love with her.

I wondered what would have happened if she had told me this a year ago or two years ago, before I realised I was in love with her, would it have ruined everything? If I didn't go away on that holiday for a month and missed her so much would I have ever realised my feelings for her? I kissed her arm that I was resting my head, she had bent it at the elbow so that it wrapped across my body and rested on my left breast.

She unconsciously pulled her arms tighter around me which made me smile, I felt her starting to get aroused and poke into my thigh. I suppressed a giggle remembering the first time I ever felt Lisa's thing get a hard on, I had just turned 13 and she was 14. She was laying much the same as she was now, she was asleep and I was trying to get out of her arms without waking her so I could used the loo.

As I jiggled around she started to get aroused I was so shocked I gasped and tried to pull away quickly which woke her up. She looked startled and then embarrassed as hell, I'd learnt all about these things in health class and I knew that thing would easily get aroused like that especially in the mornings. I told her it was ok and that I didn't care, she'd been so upset and she tried to leave so I had pushed her back onto the bed and laid next to her with my arms draped over her telling her it was ok and that I understood. I begged her to stay, eventually she was calm again, the whole time she refused to look at me.

We never spoke about it again but it happened occasionally when she stayed after that. Sometimes the feel of her poking me in the back or thigh or stomach would turn me on too, but I never ever told her that. I wondered now whether that should have given me some clue as to her feelings for me or mine for her. I shook my head at how clueless I was about it, she had been in love with me for 12 years and we'd wasted so much time.

I rubbed my ass discreetly across her erection and she groaned a little in her sleep I bit back a smile at the sound. I moved to grind her lightly again but she moved at the same time and her erection pushed lightly at my entrance making me gasp and moan quietly. It felt so good I was tempted to push down and ease it in, the desire was so strong for her it was almost impossible to fight, I bit my lip and moved away quickly, I rolled over so I was facing her.

She was still sound asleep and looked like an angel, so peaceful and beautiful. I drank her in greedily, the shape of her eyebrows, her straight nose and square jaw, her perfect kissable mouth, her lips looked so inviting that before I knew what I was doing I lent forward and kissed her gently. She stirred in her sleep and I quickly laid back down closing my eyes and faked sleep.

I felt the bed move slightly and her weight shifted I knew she was awake, I didn't move, I heard her sigh and then she traced her fingers from my temple to my jaw slowly. "You are so beautiful Roseanne, I love you so much." She whispered before kissing my forehead tenderly. I couldn't do it anymore, I wanted to kiss her to speak to her, but first I wanted to have a little fun with her. I cracked open my eyes to see her laying there staring at me with a contented smile on her face.