And then all the bullies in school made fun of me and harassed me back then too! They looked at my laughing or some genuinely concerned when my glasses broke and I carried messed up trash! They would laugh and say fix them dummy, but I was too lazy! My history teacher called me after class and was mad at me :(. And countless people like Angeline made fun of me! And also there are those -_-, freaking some kid Duban takes them and tries them on, he looks stupid in them and the whole time it was as if he was mocking me of my curse, the audacity these bastards have!!! Not only does he do it but Sarah Laval I don't even know how to spell her last name! I think it has an h, I remember it was weird. She takes them and hides them! LIKE REALLY, I need those to live I'm practically blind! Sigh I just hope none of you people of the world have this problem.... It's so hard to get out of my bed I always fear I will step on them... :(
And also sports... I got a problem with those too. I have to fear the ball cuz I can't see it. I get hit so many times it never hurts, but people still ask if your ok. And I fear that I might get a bloody nose >_< Also I really hurt people in sports, I'm just bad at them so in Grange I accidentally got my hand stuck in a girls hair and yanked it.... not a fond memory, tripped so many people while trying to kick the ball, and crashed into so many people. I mean I hate them! playing in the dirt with a ball, how stupid! but I get too into them. I vowed never to see the fuzzies again. I also get another problem when I get too into it and I don't get a bloody nose I see these flickers of constant light in my vision, it oddly helps me focus lol but I think they are blood vessels or electrical impulses in my retina IDK. They go away if I calm down and all. It also really helps to breathe with your nose, well for me to calm down. It's rare to see them usually I don't even get them from physical activity since I have to limit myself, I nowadays get them from thinking bad thought with one of my teachers. Killing him and all of his family.
So instead of helping people I have to play the useless person on the team. I still get the urge though like some guy dribbling with the ball and I just wanna crash into him to get the ball :( I think I might be slightly broken in the nerve department too. When people step on my feet I don't feel pain. Like Francis stepped on them and then he actually got tired of stomping so he stopped lol. Didn't hurt. So like I'm not strong but it's not gonna hurt until a while so I can keep going unless you get me in the gut, but like it doesn't really hurts just kinda... feels good but makes me sleepy. Oh god I just cringed I have a memory of the old days when I played soccer and I was a kiddie, i got a bloody nose while playing and coach told me to stop... I then told him,"It's okay coach I'll just sucker back in! :D"...... -_- He sat there laughing.... He also called me Will, I hate nicknames, Willy, Billy, Bill or what Evelyn's dad calls me Willie the Pooh or William Seco what does that even mean? I should make a black book for the people who use them. I will make them regret it whether it be now or in their last breathes (except uncle memo) Cuz I always win!!! I never lose!!! Never ever ever, just like I don't lie!
Well the point is people just be happy because look at what I put up with! Your problems don't even compare lol...
