AARMAN POV
It has been 10 months and everything feels like rotting inside me. It's 3:00 am and my eyes are refusing to spare me a little sleep, I couldn't shake the feeling of her tearful eyes on me.
How could I do such a sinful deed to her. She was my anchor, my soul, my soulmate and I let her slip off my hand due to a single misunderstanding. I didn't even let her share her demons with me and I pushed her in that dark abyss ruthlessly.
How could I!!!!!!
My bestfriends has refused looking towards me but they didn't left me alone either. My sisters don't know a chunk what I've done to their best friend or they will end up leaving me too.
Regret and remorse are my all time mates now and I don't even push that feeling anymore.
I've hired PI and even asked my men to look of my RUHI. For past 6 months I've been keeping tabs on her whereabouts but couldn't muster enough courage to approach her. People say that you couldn't see how a person can change but I've witnessed it.
I've witnessed the woman I've falling so deeply in love with, change into a soulless individual. I've noticed how a cheerful and talkative girl turned into a mute, I've noticed how a girl fond of jeans and westerns started wearing sarees.
Sometimes, I want nothing than rushing towards her and pulling her into my arms. I want to beg her for forgiveness and ask her to return back to me.
I wouldn't even ask anything in return but her presence in my life would be enough for me.
" Come back to me Ruhi.... please my love. I....I...promise, I....I wi...ll love you with all my heart and soul........just return back to me my Rooh" I pushed my face in my pillow as a sob tore through my mouth. I am not ashamed of crying but I feel abashed about my past act.
Knock
Knock
" Aarman! Aarman! Get up you idiot.....don't you have a meeting to attend" I calm down when I heard Amogh shouting from the other side of my door.
" Aarman! Come out, we have something to share with you" Vikram voice followed soon after. Why do they sound so distressed and what the hell they are doing at my penthouse so early in the morning.
I walked out of my room and head towards the living room. I saw Vikram going through my kitchen cabinets looking for God knows what and Amogh was busy looking at his son who was trying to stand with the support of his father's leg.
I sometimes feel envy of them and the life they are leading. It was a easy journey for them as well, as both of them almost lost their love at one point but they never lost hope and fought like a man......unlike me
I couldn't even look at myself in the mirror with that same proud anymore
Woh meri zindagi se gayi zaroor lekin apne saath mera sukoon bhi le gayi
" What are you two doing at my place so early in the morning?" I said while taking a place beside Amogh.
" Early in the morning.....huh! Dude it's 10:40 am. Didn't you check your phone?" Vikram said with amusement.
What the f*ck!!! It's past 10
But last time I checked it was 3 in the morning. How long did I end up crying?
" Leave that.....we are informed by our PI that Ruhi's father is looking for an alliance for her and that stupid girl will not go against her father. If you didn't man up now then get ready for the consequences." Amogh said looking dead into my eyes.
" N....no...no.....I can...t....I can't lose her now. I will do everything, anything to get her back into my life" I said as a tear slipped out of my eyes.
" Please help me this one time both of you.....I promise that I will never disappoint you both" I said holding Amogh's hand in mine and pleaded him desperately.
My guilt was killing me and both of them could feel it too. No one could save me but my Rooh.
" Here, these are the tickets and the information that you may require. I've already made a deal with her brother regarding investing in his textiles business. You will be going on my behalf and don't you dare let anyone get a hint of your motives. Her brother has offered to arrange for your stay......you've 3 months time Aarman and in these months if you couldn't win her back then you will never show your face to her and let her live her life with whoever she wishes for" Amogh said rudely when Vikram handed me a white envelope.
I have 3 months time to win my Ruhi back. I will go to any extend to make her realise that I love her and can do anything for her forgiveness.
I looked at all the documents and prepared a file. I have to inspect the fields and the location before signing the deal on Amogh's behalf. I don't know how will she react and who is that joker her father has decided to tie her knot with.
I know it will be difficult but I will give me all this time
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