CHAPTER-6: it wouldn't hurt, right?

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AARMAN POV

I was relishing her soft, pink lips. She tasted like my favourite sweet and I will be doomed if I let anyone else have a taste of her.

She is mine and I will make sure that she remains with me

I couldn't help moving my lips on her, slowly engulfing it inside my mouth. I sucked and started chewing on her lips earning a throaty moan......as I thought that she gave in, I felt a strong burning sensation on my left cheek.

I took a step back and for a few seconds I couldn't even register what actually happened. I was about to look at her but again that thundering sound followed by that stinging was all that I felt.

She slapped me! Not once but twice

But I didn't even protest, did not move an inch and closed my eyes for another one but that didn't happen.

When I didn't feel anything for a minute, I slowly opened my eyes and looked at the most beautiful woman standing in front of me. Even though her face was hidden, I couldn't miss the fresh tears streaming down her flawless skin. I so badly wanted to wipe off every single tear from her eyes but I couldn't, when I was the reason behind those.

Her lips looked plum and red because of my earlier assault on them. Her lower lip was quivering and her hands were shaking due to anger.

I tried to take a step towards her- " Rooh, baby ple....."

" DON'T..... DON'T YOU DARE AARMAN SURYAVANSHI. Tum samajhte kya ho apne aapko aur tumne mujhe kya samajh rakha hai. I am not your possession that you can claim as yours whenever you feel like." I've never heard her this furious. Her bangles claded hands were holding my collar in a tight grip as she pushed me with great force.
( What do you think of yourself and what have you taken me as)

I stumbled back due to sudden force but composed myself. I came here to win her back and I am not going to leave before getting her to forgive me of my SIN and returning back with me.

Even if it takes me to led down my life on her feet

" Dare you to try that stunt with me again.......it will hardly take me a minute to throw you out of this place" she walked out of that store room while rubbing her lips from the back of her hand.

It sting in my heart but I know that it is nowhere the pain that I've caused her

I moved towards my room, when I saw my PA calling me. It must be something important otherwise he wouldn't have called me.

" Yes Akshay, tell me?"

" Good afternoon sir,
Sir Mehta's are casuing havoc in the office and this has been happening for the past two days. Mr. Mehta is adamant and he said that he have something important to discuss with you"

" Didn't you informed him that I am out for some business and in my absence Vikram is looking after all the deals.....and why are you telling me now that he is causing trouble in the office building" I said rubbing my temple in frustration. I need a smoke, it is getting on my head now.

" Whatever it is, ask him to take an appointment and arrange a meeting,  speak with him through Skype." I hung up the call and closed my eyes as my headache is just intensifying every passing seconds.


I pulled out a cigarette from my pocket and walked out to the balcony. I took a drag and stood leaning gazing at the scene infront of me

I could see the way she was smiling at his words and how happy her family members were with this alliance. I know that deep down she still harbour feels for me but it wouldn't take much time for them to vanish completely. Aaditya looked decent and too good to be true, but I couldn't help myself from keeping her for myself.

Call me obsessive but I will tie her with me

I was about to lite another cigarette when I felt someone's eyes on me from afar. I chuckled, when I looked at HER sitting right infront of me. If it were our older times, she would've scolded me so much..... lecturing me about all the harmful side effects that smoking could lead to

But you see Jaan, I lost that right and I couldn't find motivation in leading a healthy life

I looked at her and took a lung full of smoke before turning around to leave that place. My vision turned blurry due to the unshed tears and the burning in my chest was getting intolerable.

I lay down on my bed and closed my eyes. Few years escaped from the corner of my eyes and didn't even bothered to wipe them off. Instead, I let sleep consume me so that I could forget about this pain for few hours.




It was early evening when I walked down to the sitting area and saw Dhanraj discussing something with his father with utmost sincerity.

" Arey aaiye Hukum. Hum wahi soch rahe the ki aap into der se dekhe nhi. Aaiye bethiye, hum Dhanraj se Ruhi ki shaadi ke bare mein hi baat kar rahe the" her father said with excitement and pleased expression but my eyes started stinging as soon as those words reached my ears
(Please Come Hukum. I was thinking that I haven't seen you for so long. Please join us, as were discussing about Ruhi's wedding)

" Ky....kya ba...kya baat kar rahe the aap log" just when I completed my sentence, Ruhi along with her bhabhi sa came and stood behind her father
( Wh...what were you discussing about)

" Humari beti ki shaadi ki date pakki ho gayi hai Hukum. Agle mahine koi acchi si tithi dekhkar Ruhi aur Aditya ka lagan Kara denge" he said the last part while looking at his daughter with loving eyes.
( My daughter's wedding has been fixed Hukum. Next month we'll conduct the wedding on an auspicious day)

" Ye toh bahat acchi baat hai......." I said and then my gaze went to Ruhi, I know she was looking at me-" congratulations on your wedding" I said and walked out of that place.
( That's a great news)

Everything was making me feel suffocated. I settle down in the driver's seat and drove off in search of a place where I could find some peace.





After driving for straight one hour, I found my self standing infront of a narrow street with colourful lightings. Many men were walking in and out, some drunk with alcohol while some in lust.

I stared on my screen which showed the picture of me and Ruhi cuddling with eachother, after she came early morning to my place.

How happy we were at that time. She used to come to me to find her peace, her comfort.

I shifted my gaze from my phone screen to that street.........






I am lost and losing myself some more wouldn't be that bad........right?


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Hey gentle readers

Now Aarman has chosen a path of his own destruction. Let's see what will happen next.



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