CHAPTER-9 final goodbye

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AARMAN POV

" Bilkul nhi Hukum, hum aapse tab bhi naraz nhi the aur abhi bhi nhi hai.........humari maa sa ne hume ek baat sikhayi thi bachpan mein" She said calmly
( Yes Hukum, I was never angry with you neither then not now......my maa sa always taught me one thing from childhood)

When I saw her expression this morning after that girls statement, I knew that very instant that I am so DOOMED. The look of betrayal and something far intense in her eyes was making me melt in my own guilt. Coz none of the things could state that I didn't visited that girl last night.

Yes! Yes I did

But.....but, I didn't cross my line with her. I agree that I had lived a reckless life until I met Amogh then Vikram but when I saw them and the way they lived their lives with so much decipline. I changed myself completely, even i didn't get involved with any girl after meeting Amogh and Ruhi was the last woman I touched after so many years.

Last night, I met that young girl when she was getting harrassed by a group of local boys. Later, she told me that she provided services and lived at motimahal which I was unaware about until I went along with her to drop her at her place safely.




I was deep in my thoughts when her calm voice pulled me out of my reverie

" Konsi baat Rooh?" I asked her while getting myself settled right beside her on the bed.
( What Rooh)

" Yahi ki hum naraz kewal apno se hote hai"
( We show our anger only to our loved ones)

I would be lying that her this statement didn't killed me that very moment. My head snapped at her direction and that second it striked me like a lightening that I have dragged myself so low in her eyes.

" Please don't say this jaan. You know that I will die without you, please give me one last chance......I am ready to do anything for you or go to any extend for you. Just give me one last chance that all I am asking" I wasn't even ashamed of the way I was begging infront of her.

" I have already forgiven you Hukum. You don't have to do anything or go to any extent, I just want you as my friend. I don't want to start this new phase of my life with bitterness or with the darkness of my past......rather I want a fresh start." She said getting up from her place and then stood infront of me.




" How about I initiate this friendship......" She said and extended her right hand towards me-" hi, my name of Dr. Ruhi Sisodiya soon to be Mrs. Ruhi Aditya Singh, will be my friend?" She said sweetly.

Everyone was right that she is anything but my old Ruhi. The one who was cheerful, childish and mischievous. She never bothered about anyone's opinions or about future, she just wanted to live her life. But now the woman standing in front of me was someone else- she is mature, traditional and responsible.

I looked at her from head to toe. My eyes stayed at her big breast for a second longer before it trailed down on her curvy waist. She shifted at her feet when she felt my stare but didn't removed her hand. I extended my hand and held her in a firm grip and pulled her towards me.

She feel on me.

Her breath hitched as her boobs pressed on my hard chest.

"You said that you've forgiven me right jaan...right?" I asked her huskily to which she just nodded her head

" But here is the twist baby. I don't want your friendship instead...........I WANT YOU" I sneaked my hand inside her saree on her waist and felt her curvacious folds.

Her eyes looked confused but as soon as she registered my words, her expression changed to angry and tears rimmed her eyes.

" I know....I know jaan, you are angry with me but trust me this one time baby. I will o everything to win you back and your family's as well. I will work day and night like a slave to provide you, I will prove my loyalty to you everyday and show how much I LOVE YOU every minute and second of our life" her tears rolled out uncontrollably this time and I could help myself getting emotional as well

Oh baby, please don't cry my Love

" You.....you la....you LOVE ME?" She asked like a small baby with her fingers gesturing towards her and me. I smiled and nodded my head.

But that moment was short lived as she moved back like some force pulled her away from me.

" No.....no no no.....this can't happen now"

" But why Rooh? Tell me jaan, why can you give me one last chance" I said moving towards her and holding her shoulders on a firm grip.

" KYUN KI VIVAH HO RAHA HAI HUMARA KISI AUR SE" she shouted with tearful eyes
( BECAUSE I AM GETTING MARRIED TO SOMEONE ELSE)

" Hum....hum kisi aur ki kismat mein likh chuke hai aur hum aapse vinti karte hai Hukum ki aap chal jaiye yaha se." Further she added but what broke me was how she was begging me with her hands joined infront of me.
( I....I have been written in someone else's destiny now and I beg you Hukum, please leave)

" Kya aapko humara pyaar nazar nhi aata Ruhi? Kya hum itne gir chuke hai aapki nazron mein?" I held her hands in mine.
( Can't you see my love for you Ruhi? Am I that low in you eyes now?)

Her fingers were ice cold

" Aisa nhi hai Hukum......lekin ab bahat der ho chuki hai" I took a step back on her words.
( It's not like that Hukum.....but it's too late now)

Was I that late? I could feel my heart burning and the pain was getting unbearable




" Aap humse yahin chahati hai na Ruhi, ki chale jaye hum aapki zindagi se........" She didn't look up but kept on staring at her hands which were in mine a few seconds ago
( You want me to go away from you life, right Ruhi)














" Toh phir thik hai.....chale jayenge hum aapki zindagi se humesha ke liye"
( ok then......I will go away from your life, this time forever)

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