Game Of Love And Destiny

Ch:31

In Abhimaan's room:

Abhimaan entered the room and went in bathroom and stood in the shower. Cold water was flowing on him but he was less worried about it. His mind was covered with only one thought, Tara's thought.

He was frustrated whole day. He didn't get any clue about Tara, his Tara. He is dying to see her, to hear her continuous talks and just want to see her smile which makes his day. He didn't acknowledged her, her efforts when she was with him. But now she is not with him, he wants her back, in his arms, near him.

He changed his clothes and went to his personal gum. He took out his whole frustration, anger, guilt, emotions, everything on his puching bag, his workout things. He got hurt in between these but he didn't felt any physical pain. He was only feeling mental and emotional pain.

After two hours he came in his room and looked at his and Tara's marriage photo then the photos he took secretly like when she was cooking, when she was dancing, when she came out from washroom after taking a bath, her wet hairs reaching down her hips, dusky complexion, her brown doe eyes, her plumpy lips, everything he was missing her.

He was feeling guilty for leaving her alone that night, for not clearing the misunderstanding between them, for behaving like an idiot, for shouting on her, for everything he has done with her. While thinking about these he remembered about the kiss they shared and slept thinking about it.

On the other hand...

In Tara's room:

Tara woke up in the evening and went to get fresh. She came and wore her clothes then moved out in the market to get some food. She also covered her face with dupatta so that Abhimaan's men don't catch her.

She went inside a store and purchased cup noodles as she really need to save some money till she get some job and stay in her own apartment and for that she needed some time.

She was roaming in the garden and sat on the bench. Suddenly she saw a couple first newly married and then an old couple.

She thought how she thought her live would be when she will gat married with Abhimaan. She was excited to start her new life with so that she can be free from the hell she called as home. When her grandfather said that he has arranged her marriage with his best friend's grandson, she thought that if it's her dadu choice then he must be good and yes it's true, he is good with everyone except her.

She thought she will have a loving family who will love her, cherish her but alas the reality is far away from the expectations. She thought they will get old together and see their sons and daughters life but there's nothing like that and it will never happen.

She has never done wrong to anyone. She loved every person who came in her life, trusted them, loyal to them but none of the person did same to her. They used her, betrayed her, made fun of her even her own parents did then what she could except from others. She didn't had any bestfriend, only she had her dadu who also left her in this cruel world.

She felt betrayed, broken when she saw her husband kissing someone else, the same husband whom she thought will never cheat on her, will understand her. The fault of everyone fell on her even when it wasn't hers. Everyone played with her feelings and emotions.

Everyone made her feel that she is a cheap, low person. No one ever liked her, some because of her talents, some because of her beauty and some by her happiness which she never got.
She heard one time when someone desired to be at her place but how much she wanted to that no one in the world get her place which is filled with hatred, distrust, betrayal, disgust.

She didn't realised when tears started to flow from her eyes. She was shaking badly but someone was there who was enjoying her this condition very much that they were none other than her own parents.

She just wiped her tears and returned her home. She changed her clothes and sat on her window which is her favourite place. She was holding the photo of Abhimaan and was staring at the moon with pain in her eyes.

She slept like that thinking about her previous life, her current life and her upcoming life. She didn't knew what her future is holding for her but she is determined to follow the path which God will choose for her, she will respect herself, love herself and will never let anyone come in her life.

She don't know whether she will forgive Abhimaan or not but will never forget what he has done to her. But she will love him unconditionally untill there are no more breaths left in her life.

She will now live her remaining life in his memories and with the support of her Radhakrishna, her caretaker till now and in future.

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