HER LIFE

Kaitlins (pov)

So I took Veronica's advice and decided to hang out with her this weekend I will admit I had a little fun . But I was also mad at my self because I should go and see if my best friend is ok not hanging out with someone that not her I should probably go I was thinking . So how is Esme doing ? I heard Veronica say . I looked back with her sitting in the couch with a worried face . What do you mean? I asked she said didn't you guys have like a fight or something . How did she know that I asked my self then saying it out loud I don't know what your talking about ! Come on don't act stupid I saw you . She was yelling at you wasn't she because of me . I relied yeah how did you know . well everyone was looking and I over heard her saying the things that were with you which she is stupid and rude talking to you about . She's not stupid she's just a good friend i said . Is she Kaitlin Veronica said . Is this why you wanted me over hear so you can make me hate her and talk shit about her I said . It can change your whole life Veronica said . She never did anything I told her to be rude to you and I called you ugly .I was so angry I forgot that I was with Veronica . And so when she heard me . Her face expression was like 😧 what?????? I heard her say . Veronica I'm so --- I was cut off by her yelling at me to get the hell out of her house . I fElt so bad when I walked out of her house I was all alone . I had no more friends I wasn't the poplular one Esme was she was perfect and she didn't care what people said about her yeah she wasn't a twig and on the heavy but she didn't mind she was beautiful and had friends that supported her. I , I was nothing I only had one friend and a best friend but now I'm left with nothing so I guess this is the end . I don't wanna bother my mom so I will just walk home alone in the dark . I got home the walk wasn't so bad I needed fresh air anyways . I should really get a boyfriend I said so that he can support me and tell me everything is gonna be ok which really wasn't but still it would have at least make  me feel a little better . As soon as I knew it I was fast asleep .