Can't have everything we want.

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Kylies pov:
Me and Malia decided to get married officially with just the document. No big wedding. She didn't want one if it ment her family couldn't be there. I understood her so i didn't push her. She didn't want one it was fine.
We were laying in bed half asleep when Malia suddenly spoke up. Her voice tired and raspy.
"I want a baby Kylie." My eyes immediately shot open. "What?" I asked confused as if i heard incorrectly. "I've been thinking about it. I want to start a family with you Ky." she said as she looked up at me. "Are you sure? Aren't we a bit young? I mean what if i'm not a good mothe-" she cut me off as i panicked. "I've never been more sure about anything Kylie. I want to have kids with you. After everything that happened. The way i almost lost you.... And myself. I just realised i want everything with you. Kylie Lorena Cantrall i love you. More than myself. More than anything." I was in shock. I kissed her deeply. "I want everything with you too Malia."  But she pulled away leaving me confused. "Kylie. There's one problem." She said her demeanour now serious. "What? What do you mean?" I asked now worried. "I.. i can't have children Kylie.  Not mine at least."  My heart dropped when i heard her words. "Wha- how-?" I asked my face falling. "When you grandpa kidnapped me. He... let's just say he made sure you'd never want me. He did everything in his power to remove my ability to have children. And i can't. He succeeded." I felt my heart break all over again. "No. No, no, no. This. This can't be happening." I went into full on panic mode. I wasn't going to leave her over something like that, i just i wasn't thinking straight. He knew i couldn't conceive. He used to go to my appointments with me when i was 16 and we found out together i couldn't. It just hit me that he knew how much i loved her and still did that knowing i wouldn't ever be able to start a family with her. I broke down into tears.
"Kylie what's going on?!" Malia says shaken up.
"Malia he knew if he did that i would never be able to start a family with you. That was his plan." I bursted into tears again as she wrapped her hands around me trying to calm me down.
"What do you mean ky?" She asked fear evident in her eyes. "I can't have children Malia. He knew that. He took my only opportunity to start a family. He took that from you." I say trying to catch my breath in between words, i felt like i was suffocating. "Baby... Ky. look at me." She pulled my chin up making me face her. "We can always adopt? And we'll love them just the same. As much as if it was our biological child. Raising them with you is the important part Ky. They'll still be our children. Ours." She said and kissed me softly. I kissed back but the sweetness turned into lust. I wanted to bury these feelings down. I didn't want to use Malia to cope but i didn't know what to do.
"Baby.." she gasped for air. I pulled her into a kiss again letting my hands roam all over her body...




So short one (thats bc next chapter is the smut!!)
I have to write it real quick!!
I'll release it today i promise!

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