Jungkook pulls Yn close to him, his breath warm against her neck as he tightens his grip around her waist.Jungkook says softly. "You feel like a drug, Yn... You have no idea how much I missed this. How much I need you, every part of you. I want to get lost in you, over and over."
Yn doesn't respond, her body stiffening at his words. Silent tears start rolling down her cheeks as she stares at the ceiling, numb. Her mind flashes back to what just happened.
Yn whispering, trembling. "How... how could I let this happen? I'm disgusting. I hate myself."
Jungkook kissing her shoulder. "Hate yourself? Don't say that. Tonight was perfect. You felt perfect... we were perfect."
Yn suddenly snapping, shoving his arm away. "No! Don't you dare call this perfect!"
She sits up, covering herself with the sheets, her voice breaking.
"This was wrong! You... you ruined me! You always ruin me! How can I... how could I let you touch me after everything you've done?!"
Jungkook frowning, sitting up. "Yn, calm down. You wanted this as much as I did-"
Yn cutting him off, her voice shaking with rage. "No! Don't twist this! My body... it betrayed me! It craved something I didn'twant! I don't want you! You... you're a monster! You violated me! And I... I let it happen!"
She clutches her hair, pulling at it as she breaks down.
She screamed. "I hate myself! I hate you! How could I be with you, touch you, after everything?! I don't want to exist in this nightmare anymore!"
Jungkook's face darkens, his jaw clenching as he listens to her venomous words.
He gritting his teeth, trying to remain calm. "Yn, stop. You're acting crazy right now. You need to-"
"Don't you fucking tell me what I need! I don't need anything from you, Jungkook! You disgust me! Everything about you makes me sick! This baby, this body... everything is a fucking nightmare because of you!"
Jungkook's patience snaps. In a flash, he grabs her wrists and forces her down onto the bed, his eyes burning with rage.
Jungkook in a low, dangerous voice. "Don't push me, Yn. You think you can just spit your poison and I'll take it? You belong to me. No matter how much you hate me, this body is mine, and you fucking know it."
Yn struggling, her voice full of despair. "Let go of me! You can't keep doing this! I don't belong to you! I don't belong to anyone! I'd rather die than be yours!"
Jungkook's grip tightens, and he snaps, his face twisted with anger. Without warning, he pulls her closer and smashes a vase beside the bed with one hand, the sharp sound echoing through the room.
Jungkook says violently. "Don't you dare talk about dying! You're not going anywhere, Yn. You think you hate me now? I'll show you what real hate feels like if you keep pushing me."
Tears stream down Yn's face as she looks at him, broken and terrified.
She says whimpering. "Why are you doing this? Why can't you just let me go? Why won't you let me breathe?"
Jungkook leans down, his face inches from hers, his voice cold but trembling with intensity. "Because I can't. Because no matter how much you despise me, no matter how much you hate yourself, I fucking need you, yn. Every piece of you... even the parts you want to tear away."
He releases her wrists abruptly and stands up, looking at her with a mixture of desire and fury as she curls up on the bed, crying uncontrollably.
"You.... y-you're the worst thing that's ever happened to me. Every time I see your face, I feel sick. I feel like I'm drowning. I wish you'd disappear... I wish you never existed."
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"TRAPPED LOVE" - Chained By His Obsession |21+| JJK
FanfictionJungkook : (grabbing Yn by the shoulders, voice trembling with rage): "Tell me, Yn... when you were with Taehyung, did you scream his name like you scream mine?" Yn : (struggling, tears in her eyes): "Jungkook, stop! Why are you doing this? We're m...