Starscream's secrets

Regrets

(After hours of debate I decided to Swindle be killed by a decpticon who hates Minicons, he will appear later on in the story. Also this story will contain sensitive subjects including forced rape, torture, emotional trauma, and other stuff. I also changed from Predascream to Hellscream because who doesn't love a good reference.)

Starscream lay in his berth in stasis. Soon his processor brought forth a memory he had regretted more than anything in his lifetime.

(Flashback)
Starscream walked into the Lab of Shockwave. "Hello Shockwave." Starscream greeted with a professional tone. "What do you want Starscream?" Shockwave asked with fake venom. Starscream sets down a box and opened it to show the several broken chips. "How about a trade. I help you with your pet project, and you make me more suppression chips, is that a good deal for you Ms.Senator?" Starscream asked. "Your exchange is logical, I have been having issues with project Predacon." Shockwave explained as she shows her sparkling-hood friend her unsuccessful attempts to reanimate Predacons.

Starscream entered a chamber and slowly machine claw removes his suppression chip. His wings started to grow and become more dragon like, his pedes grew talons, his silver shoulder pads growing spikes, Starscream turned around to reveal yellow optics and sharp fangs. "Breed, kill, feed." He repeated and tried to claw the door open. A syringe lowered down and stuck into his back a drew some Energon.

This went on for days, retrieving Energon, reshaping certain parts and fixing mistakes. But one Day someone new greeted Starscream. "Who might you be?" Starscream asked with fake dismissal. "I am Tarantulas, commander Starscream." The mech introduced himself with a sick, metal crawling, oily voice.

Soon a femme Autobot with jet wings, grey shins and pedes, and a purple and blue color scheme was shoved into the reinforced chamber. Starscream optics widen. "Why is there an Autobot?" Starscream asked with terror of what Tarantulas is planning. The metal claw ripped out his suppression chip as he changed from Starscream to Hellscream.

Hellscream locked his optic on the femme and tackled her as his "spike" sprouted from in crotch area. "NO!" Starscream yelled as his red optics returned as he stumbled back. His eyes flickered between red and yellow as Starscream fought against Hellscream. The femme bang against the door but then everything went black for Starscream as he failed to stop Hellscream.

Starscream came to he saw an unconscious femme Autobot with a slime white liquid leaking out of her. He looked at his servos in disgust. Then Tarantulas came in. "I think that was a successful test." Tarantulas commented only to be met with the fierce hatred in Starscream's optics. "Why did you do that!?!?" The pissed off Starscream yelled. "It was a simple test." Tarantulas tried to defend himself. "DID SHOCKWAVE APPROVE THIS TEST!?!?" Starscream yelled with fury. "Tch. Shockwave didn't need to know. Now we must keep the femme until the sparkling is born, then we can dispose of her." Tarantulas explained and reach his servo to grab the femme. Tarantulas howled in pain as his forearm was cut off by one of Starscream's axes.

Shockwave entered the chamber and saw the scene and her single optic narrowed. She was almost raped due to the lust virus that happened directly after the cosmic rust outbreak. "Tarantulas. What. Did. You. Do?" Shockwave asked with anger that defined her emotionless facade. "I simply ran an experiment!" Tarantulas cried. "He took out my suppression chip as a femme were in the safety chamber." Starscream explained with a sense of sorrow and anger in his voice. "Starscream, you have my permission to do as you please to Tarantulas as I take care of the femme." Shockwave explained as she picked up femme and took her out of the chamber.

"W-w-wait, Dr.Shockwave, please." Tarantulas begged as Starscream grabbed his pede as the door closed behind Shockwave.

Soon Starscream exited the chamber with Energon stained servos. "What shall we do with her?" Shockwave asked with empathy. "It's my fault she is sparked..." Starscream began. "Star, you didn't choose to spark her." Shockwave argued with her sparkling-hood friend. "If I fought harder Hellscream wouldn't have sparked her. It's my sparkling so it's my responsibility." Starscream argued. Starscream looked at the Femme Autobot and decided on something. Starscream started to write something down and picked up the femme Autobot. "I am taking her to the nearest Autobot base." Starscream explained to a shocked Shockwave. "Have you lost your processor!?!?" Shockwave asked. "It's my fault so I shall make up for it." Starscream argued. "Have you lost your common sense? You would most definitely get captured." Shockwave argued. "Your comment has been noted. But as the second in command of the Decipticons I will ignore it." Starscream replied.

"You can't just end the argument because you outrank me." Shockwave argued. "I just did Frequency." Starscream replied and then both froze at what Starscream called Shockwave. "That name died when the senate took me apart." Shockwave whimpered. "No, you are still the sparkling of Sonicblaster, Frequency." Starscream replied and put his servo on her shoulder pad. "No matter what I will carry this out." Starscream finished and picked up the femme Autobot. "Just try not to get captured, okay?" Shockwave asked.

Starscream landed a couple of yards away from the Autobot base and set her down. Starscream transformed and approached the Autobot base from another direction and opened fire soon the Autobots opened fire and followed him as he lead them to the femme Autobot. They quickly kneeled down and checked on her as Starscream flew away.

(Flashback end)

Starscream sat up in his berth and touched the spot on his back where Aerobolt once was. Starscream then touched his right forearm where Bashbreaker was. He then touched his chest where Swindle was. Starscream gently touched his left forearm where Sawtooth rested. He let out a tired sigh as he remembered all the memories of his four Minicons. He still remembered that purple mech's laughter as the memory played in his head yet again, despite the centuries he still remembered it clearly.

(Centuries ago)

Starscream barely was able to escape Optimus and Ultra Magnus as he felt the kick of the purple con sending him into a wall. "Are you 4 okay?" Starscream asked as he locked eyes with that mech. "Sawtooth, open fire." Starscream ordered as the shark minicon that was a chain gun started to open fire upon the con. The con raised his shield and charged at Starscream. "Your Minicons fail you!" The con's raspy, menacing voice spoke. "Shut up!" Starscream ordered and charged forward and threw a punch and knocked the con away. "Bashbreaker!" Starscream ordered. "On it Boss." Bashbreaker transformed into a blue gauntlet with built in knuckledusters. Starscream slammed the gauntlet into the con's face ten times before the con grabbed the gauntlet and kicked in the chest, sending Starscream flying back and ripping Bashbreaker off Starscream. Bashbreaker transformed into his bot mode with his head in the con's servo. "Let me go you piece of sla-" Bashbreaker insulted before the con crushed his head and threw his corpse in front of Starscream.

Starscream optics widen as he saw the corpse of Bashbreaker. Metallic tears started to roll down his faceplate. "You...You... Carrier Fragger!" Starscream yelled in heartbroken sadness as he activated his mask and raised his left arm and let Sawtooth let loose a barrage of bullets. The con raised his shield and charged at Starscream. "Swindle, shield!" Starscream yelled as Swindle transformed into a shield and reattached to where Bashbreaker once was but was now a shield. Starscream then dodged the con's charge and used Swindle to cut into the con's back. The con stumbled forward and activated his gun on his arm and shot Starscream in the left shoulder causing Sawtooth to let up his assault on the con. The con rushed Starscream and ripped Sawtooth off and tore him in half.

Starscream watched as another of his beloved Minicons were slaughter. "You want me! Not my Minicons!" Starscream yelled and physically ejected both Swindle and Aerobot. "Run!" He ordered as Swindle hesitatantly transformed into race car and Aerobot transformed into a bird. Starscream took out his axes and charged at the con. He dodged the con's sword and round house kicked him in his head. Starscream then swung his axe at the con's head only for the con to back up but a cut did form on his face plate. Starscream brought his axes down but the con counter with his sword and bashed Starscream in the face. Starscream stumbled back and the con swung his blade into Starscream's right hip, right where Ultra Magnus shot him. Starscream crumbled to one knee and was then kneed in the face plate and was knocked out. When he came to the only Minicon he could find was a very injured Swindle and metallic blue feather.

(Days ago, a few days after "Spark to Spark")

The con returned with his sickening smile. As he pry Swindle off his back. Swindle beep and click in panic and Starscream rushed at the pale purple con. Starscream raised his axe to kill the con. The con put Swindle in front of him as Starscream brought his axe down and watch in horror as he couldn't stop his axe from cleaving his last Minicon in two. Starscream crumbled to his knees as he heard the mech's laughter as he transformed and flew off. Starscream held the Minicon as he saw Swindle's visor fade to black. Starscream felt yet another crack in his spark, a small crack but a crack nonetheless.

(Present day)

Starscream clicked a device and looked at the picture of him and his Minicons. He knew that in the next few day more Autobots will come. He hoped that none of them immediately attacked.