I was lying on the cold floor.
Next to me was empty bottle of red wine and few open packages of meds.
Everything around me was spinning.
I couldn't see anything,
I couldn't hear anything,
I couldn't take a breath.
My whole body hurt.
I was on fire.
I was shaking in agony.
I was suffocating.
It's gonna be ok. Just take a deep breath. It's all going to end soon. You are safe. Just breath.
I was whispering to myself.
I was trying to calm down.
The cold breeze went over my body.
I took the one last breath.
The last tear ran over my cheek.
And suddenly the world went quiet.
YOU ARE READING
when pain takes over your life
PoetryMassive TW here. I wrote those poems when I was at my lowest. When the depression was killing me.
