when pain takes over your life

"To the moon"

I've been paralyzed,
paralyzed more and more by holding on to the ground.
To the ground, from which I want to fly away to the moon.
To the moon, where I want to stay to the eternity.

I've been floating,
floating around and around surrounded by waves carrying me to the depths.
To the depths, where I would hear my heart beating to the silence.
To the silence, from which I would feel relieved listening to the sound of calmness.

I've been sinking,
sinking deeper and deeper to the ocean floor.
To the ocean floor, from which I can push myself to the surface.
To the surface, where I'm not going to stay for long.

So now I'm drowning,
drowning more and more letting waves carry me to the moon.
To the moon where I'm staying to the eternity.